| My Life . My World |

15.10.2011.

2011-10-16T10:51:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the first time you came to Damansara and see me.

i was really surprised and touched because i didn't expected that you'll really come here.

a wonderful hangout day with you for the ann at KD.

after met, decided to go 1U.

when arrived, took our breakfast at new york new york.

after that went to bought ticket for The Sorcerer and White Snake. the show is at 1.40pm thus, went to shopping a while. =D

hurhm.. went to see shoes, apparels, watches, swimming suits, bags..

because of the shoes i used caused my leg red and pain.. he wants me to change another pair of shoes..

after choosing and seeing around.. at the end, bought a pair of new shoes. it's orange colour! awhhh. C O M F O R T A B L E ! ! ! ^^

after bought the shoes, time to enjoy the movie! (:

so far.. the movie is okay. it's touching and the animations quite nice.

after movie, went to Giza Mall to had our dinner at Madam Lim's Kitchen.. food taste good.

after dinner, went into Grocer Village to shopped for some fruits then back.

so happy that can spend the day with him.

how good if everyday i open my eyes and i can see you like yesterday???

really thank you for making my day and thanks for everything!!!

appreciate it a lot..

ILY <3 .

吃亏是福。

2011-07-23T20:39:00.004+08:00

圣贤的教诲大家听了之后都很欢喜，觉得很有道理，就是做不到，为什么做不到？怕吃亏。这是什么原因？真正的原因是迷失自性太久，起心动念决定不能忘记 “我的利益”，都把我的利益摆在前面，没有想到别人的利益。所以，起心动念，所作所为，都趋向损人利己，以为这样才能够在这个世界上生活得下去：我要活，他就决定要死，他若不死，我就活不成了。这是一个严重的错误观念，对自己有严重的伤害，而没有毫分的利益。

一个人在这个世间，想占别人一点便宜，这是错误的观念。如果说吃了某人的亏，那也是错误观念。为什么？我这一生占人的便宜，来生必得要还他，我这一生吃了亏，来生别人就要补偿我，因果通三世，不是这一生就完了。

吃亏是福。这一句话是真的，一点都不假。吃亏的反面是占便宜，吃亏是福，占便宜就是祸。我们明了占便宜是祸害，就决定不会有占人家便宜的念头。这是祸害，我怎么肯做？因此，佛菩萨与孔老夫子劝我们，修行要从自己本身做起，头一个就是要学 “能吃亏，肯上当”。吃亏上当而绝不糊涂，那是真实智慧，那是你的德行。所以，人一点亏都不肯吃，一点小小的不如意都忍不过，他还会有什么成就？

在生活里面，愈简单愈好，愈节俭愈好。帮助别人要厚道、要丰厚，对待自己一定要节俭。我能够节俭一分钱，别人就多得一分钱的供养，要常存此心，决定不可以浪费，这就是佛家常讲的积功累德，我们有没有去做？好处让别人去享，苦难我们自己来承受，凡事随缘而不攀缘。

谢谢净空法师的这堂课。我懂了！

2011-06-14T15:17:00.002+08:00

原以为这次的假期可以得到许多开心的回忆但原来我错了..

在这差不多2个月的假期里，我得到很多，其实我也该满足可偏偏我却因此而要求更多因为这些机会不常有..

其实我一直在控制自己，不让自己越线可是我觉得越来越糟，越来越控制不住自己..

对不起！真的对不起！！！

我越来越不知道自己想怎样.. 我只知道我要实现梦想然后和你在一起..

我脑海就只有你除了你已经想不到任何东西..

我不想回到那个只有我一人的地方可是偏偏必须回去..

我不想离开你身边.. 我不想只有我一个人生活..

我不舍得离开这里是因为我不舍得你..

我知道你会好好照顾自己可是我很怕，很担心不知哪一天你突然会离我而去..

我不要这些事情发生..

当我要和你出去，我讨厌听到你说不可以/不能这类的话..

你问我为什么要晚上？你说晚上没有什么地方可去..

可是，你并不知道我喜欢晚上的原因..

寂静的晚上，可以抛下一切烦恼，没有任何人的骚扰，真正享受着与你一起的每一刻..

喜欢晚上是因为可以让我在宁静的夜晚感受到与你手牵手绕了一圈又一圈那幸福的感觉..

不想再写了.. 不想眼泪再流出来..

在我回去之前，陪我完成我想做的事情，陪我去我想去的地方，给我多些时间和你在一起，好吗？:(

2011-04-13T21:11:00.007+08:00

do you know?

since i leave my heart with you, i have never thought to take it back, i hope that you can take good care of it and don't break it.

I just want to be your happiness, not your burden. to me, as long as I can hear your voice everyday and know that you're safe, that's good enough. only sometimes, I hope you can go where I want to go with me, accompany me to watch the movies that I want to watch and eat what I want to eat with me. that's my simple request from you. in fact, i don't need you to give me anything but yourself.

.I wish I could see you right now / hear your voice. I miss you.

我要去旅行..

2011-04-10T22:39:00.003+08:00

我要去旅行可是不要坐车，搭巴士，坐火车，或搭的士去的..

我要的是搭飞机去的旅行..

问题是坐车，搭巴士，坐火车，或搭的士去旅行的机会也没有更别说要搭飞机.. 唉~

几时才能够有另一次搭飞机去旅行的机会啊？:(

又要等到何年何月何日才会有机会真正与他一起去过一个像样的旅行？？？

如果有一天你只需要带着护照和你的人跟我一起到国外去散心，你愿意跟我一起去吗？:(

闲！

.I wanna go for a Vacation.

March's Life.

2011-03-31T20:55:00.006+08:00

today is the last day of March 2011.

look back to the whole month and rewind to the past 2 months.

i think i have a quite substantial month which is march aka b'day month for year 2011.

in these month, i don't really have an enjoy birthday as well as celebration or anything but i think God did brought me a very good present which i think it's also a turning point in my life start from this month. :)

let me start to tell about that.

in the early of march, my friend was brought me into a business.

err.. so far.. this business is okay but i more into their products after i joined and know more about this company's products because i found that their products are really good and worth to use it. so now, i feel i more interested on trying their products more than doing the business, hahas. anyhow, i'll try my best to do this business.

in the mid of march, my friend invited me again for an induction day. in fact, i don't really know what's that about because i have not touch all these things before. after the induction day, i had an interview and after few weeks i had been inform that i had passed my interview and i have to attend an education day. before i went to this education day, i know nothing.

now, what is that induction day and education day about?

alright, it's all about AIESEC Organiztion. and, i joined this organization.

hurhm..

what is AIESEC?

well.. let me have a brief intro for this organization.

AIESEC is the world's largest youth organization with over 60 years of experience in developing high-potential youths into global-minded responsible leaders. It's a global, non-political, independent and not-for-profit organization. It doesn't discriminate on the basis of race, colour, gender, sexual orientation, creed, religion, national, ethnic or social origin. They are focus on providing a platform for youth leadership development and enables its members the opportunity to participate in international internships, experience leadership and interact with a global. AIESEC consists of more than 50,000 youths in over 1600 universities in 107 countries and territories. AIESEC is run by youths, for youths to enabling a strong experience to all its stakeholders. AIESEC network manages relationships with over 4000 partners, facilities more than 10,000 international internships and provides more than 10,000 leadership roles as well as organizes over 470 conferences each year.

so Yeah! nowadays i'm busying in attend meetings, trainings, planning, and etc as well as help in setting up this organization at my Uni and currently we named as SEGi's Initiative Group.

soon, we're gonna name as AIESEC SEGi. hohoho. hopefully everything would go smooth and the organization can grow asap at my Uni.

hemm..

AIESEC is really cool~ and i like it so much. =D

well..

i have a very strong feeling on the business and AIESEC. it was like the Lord directing me into the right way for my life.

Princess Diana said, "Only do what your heart tells you"

so yeah! i'm doing what my heart tells me.

hopefully.. i chose the right one and everything can go smooth as well as i can have a substantial college uni life at here. amtb.

thanks God for brought this 2 things into my life and makes my life have a turning point.

hope i'm really on my right way.

God bless.

so.. that's all for tonight and the end of March 2011.

Goodbye March.

Hello April.

May all of us would have a brand new April. ;)

.Amtb.

28.03.2011 (Monday) - sorry for a bit messy. (:

2011-03-28T22:06:00.009+08:00

finally.. the day has arrived and i'm officially 19 right now.

hell yeah! i'm grow a year elder.

is it good or bad? i guess good kot. hahaha.

hurhm..

well.. i don't know how should i start to tell bout the day. hehe.

alright..

let me start with saying "THANK YOU".

first and foremost, i would like to thanks to my college's friends who are Dinah, Emran, Fatin and Afiq and Arif. Thanks for their birthday songs and birthday wishes. especially to Dinah & Emran, they sang for me various type of birthday songs through Skype, =D. after that, Dinah, Emran, Fatin and Arif posted on Facebook's wall to wished me, and then they keep on telling "Happy Birthday" to me. thank you so much dude..!!! :)

secondly, i wanna say thanks to my buddies who are KowKow, BaoBao and TackTack.

Kow's part.

Ah Kow wished me at Facebook while 12am after that she told to me that thank you for taking care of her so much, always support her and etc.. and she'll be the one who would wish me forever in my life for my birthday even though there's nobody wish me and she always love me. and then today while i stepped out from my class, i got the call from her and once again she told me Happy Birthday after that she wanna hide in the store room and sing a birthday song to me but i said doesn't matter, no need. and then she said, she's gonna take leave and go trip with me on May and she'll gonna prepare a present to me but not a cake. hahahas. that's good. i love that. xD. so.. KowKow, do keep your promise ya..!! it already set on my mind and i'll remember it till you give the present!! hahahahas. lastly, i'd like to say thank you so much Sister!!! :)

Bao's Part

BaoBao wished me through SMS and it's touching. my tears almost drop luckily i control. hahaha. Bro, i know you're gonna read my post so i'm telling you here, seriously.. your wishes touched my heart because you're the only 1 who wished me like that and that's 1 of my wish for year 2011. thank you for believe on me can do it, can make my dreams come true and support me. really thanks lot. i'll remember your words forever. "I Believe I Can Do It Because I'm Tang Li Wen"..!!! thank you Bro..!! :)

Tack's Part

urhm.. Ah Tack. Ah Tack. i really don't know what can i tell. the only thing i can say is Thank You. thank you for called and wished me through voice call after that chit-chat with me.. Thank You..!! :)

Thirdly, i wanna say thanks to my SMKM and Wan Hwa primary schools' teachers, schoolmates, classmates, juniors & seniors, my college's friends and course-mates who wished me. =D

Especially to Guo Qian, Edwin, Esther, Kien Mun, Jerry, Edwon, Natalie, etc. Thank you for you guys wishes and Guo Qian's present which brought back from taiwan after that some of them promised to belanja me to Mamak eat when i back to ipoh. so, please get ready okay? xD. and then is Yen Soon and his friend. both of them specially came to fetch me for breakfast on my big day. thank you for that. and 1 more person i wanna specially thanks to him is Kam Seong bro. he promised to bake a cake for me when i back to ipoh.. hehehe.. thank you bro. really thanks to you guys so much ya!!^^

Fourthly, i would love to say thanks to him. Thank you for his love quotes and his birthday song. it's seriously sweet. you're awesome and best one. thank you so much. i'll keep my promise till my life end. <3

Fifthly, i'd wanna say thanks to my mom, brothers, sisters and cousins. thanks for the wishes. =D

Lastly, thanks to all of them who wished me through Facebook, SMS, BBM, voice call, MSN & email as well. the wishes are all appreciated and would like to say million thanks to all of them. (:

well.. don't ask me how my birthday goes and how i celebrate. okay. =]

Anyhow, for these day, i had got around 240-250 wishes from my friends & family through Facebook, Voice Call, SMS, Skype, BBM, Email, MSN, Face-to-Face Telling. i'm really thanks to all people who wished me, sang for me birthday songs, treat me to eat and bought me presents. thanks a lot. :)

here are 2 photos below for my big day.

this photo captured by Yen Soon. thank you Yen Soon. :)

AND

this is the cake which i bought to myself for my big day. (:

(p/s 1 : kowkow, u want? come and take from me. haha)

p/s 2 : will upload photos of the presents later on.

so, that's all for today, 28.03.2011, Li Wen's Big Day.

once again..

A MILLION THANKS TO ALL OF YOU. THE WISHES AND PRESENTS ARE ALL APPRECIATED. THANK YOU...!!! =D

.Happy Birthday Joyce Tang Li Wen. May Lord Bless Everything. Amtb.

Patient . Patient . Be Patient . I'll make my wishlist come true.

2011-03-25T21:50:00.006+08:00

There's another 2 more days to go for my birthday.

Here is my B'day wishlist.

Canon iXus 120

Swatch Irony Big Collection (up)

Swatch New Gent Coloured Series (down)

Converse's shoes & bag.

Casio LTP-1314L-8A (left)

Casio MTP-1192E-1A (right)

A new handbag like the photo above.

. AND .

Trips with Him & My Best Buddies

. As well as .

Score my Diploma exam with flying colours

.I'll Make My Wishlist Come True . Amtb.

Sincerely pray for the victims of Japan and all the people there. May God bless all of them being well.

2011-03-12T21:59:00.002+08:00

观自在菩萨

行深般若波罗蜜多时

昭见五藴皆空

度一切苦厄

舍利子

色不異空

空不異色

色即是空

空即是色

受想行识

亦复如是

舍利子是诸法空相

不生不灭

不垢不净

不增不减

是故空中无色

无受想行识

无眼耳鼻舌身意

无色声香味触法

无眼界

乃至无意识界

无无名明

亦无无明尽

乃至无老死

已无老死尽

无苦集灭道

无知亦无得

以无所得故

菩提萨埵

依般若波罗蜜多故

心无罣礙

无罣礙故

无有恐怖

远离颠倒梦想

究竟涅槃

三世诸佛

依般若波罗蜜多故

得阿耨多罗三藐三菩提

故知般若波罗蜜多

是大神咒

是大明咒

是无上咒

是无等等咒

能除一切苦

真实不虚

故说般若波罗蜜多咒

即说咒曰

揭谛揭谛

波罗揭谛

波罗僧揭谛

菩提萨婆诃

.阿禰陀佛 . Amitabha.

Ask the Heaven. 无语问苍天.

2011-03-07T23:32:00.006+08:00

why do people can live their lives full of happiness and well-being?

what bout me?

why same as human but having different destiny?

why?

为什么别人可以这么幸福?

我呢?

为什么同样是凡人但却有着不同的命运?

为什么?

why other people can have daddy help & give them everything?

why other people can have a very sweet and harmony's family?

why other people can have everything they want for their lives?

My Beloved GOD, why You so Cruel & Cold-hearted to Me and My Family?

.I Envy.

梦碎了

2011-03-02T22:49:00.005+08:00

另一个很累很冷的晚上..

很想睡觉可是就是睡不着..

很想说些话可是不知要对谁说惟有来到我的内心世界对着它说..

今天与你通话，才知道原来你那一天有要事要忙..

我的第三个不可能现在真的变得不可能了..

没有办法.. 而我也不敢告诉你我的愿望惟有默默接受你要去公干的事实..

但我还是抱着一个希望..

我希望你会是第一个向我说生日快乐的人..

我希望你会是那个陪我倒数的人..

这愿望又会变成第四个真的不可能吗? :'(

.Dream Broke into Pieces.

another night which my mind is full of you.

2011-03-02T00:08:00.004+08:00

i can't control myself to stop think about you.

i miss you .

i miss your hug .

i miss your kiss .

i miss your _ _ _ _ _ _ .

i miss your lip .

i miss your warm .

i miss your _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

i miss your _ _ _ _ .

i miss your _ _ _ _ _ _ .

i miss you _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

i miss to go trip with you.

i miss the moment hold your hand and don't wanna let go no matter how.

i miss the moment you hold my hand and kiss it gently.

i miss the moment we watched movie at cinema.

i miss the moment we shared food together and you feed me as well.

i miss the moment that I _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

i miss your sweet and sexy voice.

i miss you sing to me with your creative and lovely sentences.

i miss you sing "marry you" and wake me up in the morning.

when i think about food, i'll think of you because when i'm with you, you won't ever let me feel hungry for a moment. you bought me food i wanna eat and i want you to share with me.

when i watch movies/dramas, i'll think of you because when i saw the places, i feel like i wanna go with you, i not dare to tell you about this and that day, suddenly you told me that you have the same feeling too. you'd like to go travel around the world with me especially when you watch the movies and saw the places, you'd wanna bring me to go there with you.

the sweetest word i heard from you and forever i won't forget - i'll never walk alone because you'll be with me forever & you wanna marry me. it do cheer my days up. u know?

the ever happiest question asked by you - "Do You Wanna Marry Me?"

the ever fastest answer i gave to you - "Yes, I Do!"

i use to remember every single word that you said. i use to remember every single thing we did together and every single moment we been together. i'm really miss you so much and i really need you. ;(

.I'll Never Walk Alone.

泪别 2011年 2月..

2011-03-01T00:39:00.005+08:00

今早听到你那很累的声音..

感觉你不是很想说话也很疲惫..

我开心因为你开心；我不开心因为听见你疲惫的声音；我的心情不好因为你心情也不好..

就这样我的心情顿时变得不好..

2月28日，你的生日..

祝你生日快乐..

感觉到你应该有个开心的晚上..

那很好..

希望你今晚能早点入睡，不要再像昨天那样因为一场足球而不能入睡，傻瓜! =]

今晚是个冰冷与思念满满的一个夜晚..

我的心，我的脑海装满的都是你..

一整天你都未曾离开过我的脑海..

泪水总于忍不住流了下来..

我很累可是我睡不着..

在想..

如果每个夜晚能陪在你身边与你入睡那是件多么幸福的事?

可是这是永远不可能发生的..

知道吗？

我有一张wishlist..

我希望能在生日时得到wishlist里的东西可是那也是不可能的事..

我放弃wishlist的东西只希望你能到KD留下来陪我庆祝生日..

第三个不可能..

我知道这不会发生可是我还满怀希望..

可能上天就是要我再次体会希望越大失望越大的痛苦滋味吧! :'(

今天真的很冷很冷..

多么希望能与你相拥..

有你的温暖我不会再觉得冷..

可惜的是没有..

你.. 听到了吗？

我很想念你..

我很需要你..

你可以出现在我面前吗？

:'(

2011-02-24T13:41:00.004+08:00

this is the way that you use to destroy my planning.

this is the way that you snatch away my things.

this is the way that you use to treat me!

ain't that I can't go through all the test you given to me, it's just that you're really unfair to me.

again and again and again.

I'm tiring of all these stupid nonsense things and you still keep going on with it.

I chose to believe on you.

I chose to pray hard from you.

But in the end, that's what I get from you!

thank you so much for that.

Why I Love You? Why I Likes to Bite You?

2011-01-24T22:42:00.010+08:00

Why I LOVE YOU?

BECAUSE..

You're the one who holds the key to my heart.
Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything.
You are my theme for a dream.
I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.
When I look into your eyes, I can see your heart.
Your love for me is a natural anti-depressant.
I love to hear your voice.
Your love has helped me to rediscover myself.
Your love is an effective anti-dote to despair.
I love to wake up with you by my side...It makes my days better.
You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what.
I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me.
Just being with you feels like I can defy the whole world.
You mean the world to me.
I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care.
I love the way you treasure the gifts that I gave you.
And, of-course, your intelligence, 'cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me.

Now you know why I LOVE YOU?

So..

Please HUG ME TIGHT and Please DON'T EVER LET ME GO. ;-)

_________________________________________________________________________

Why I LIKES TO BITE YOU?

不少女生喜欢咬自己的男朋友

被咬的男生你们知不知道这样做的含义

其实女生都是希望男朋友只在乎自己的

如男生你被女朋友咬了一下

那么你别问为什么也别拒绝

就算疼也要忍、因为你们要知道

你被咬的疼她心比你还疼

女生心疼也会咬

因为她知道这种疼远比不上有天你离开她的那种心疼

她要在她爱的人身上留下属于自己的记号、

就算有天你丢下她走了

她也希望你会看到那伤口记起她时会想起当时被咬的疼痛

希望你明白这伤口会让她心疼到比咬自己还难受,虽然不舍，可是她爱你、她希望你会是他想起来会感到疼痛的人!这样你才会记得她。

请男生好好珍惜让你疼的女孩、她爱你、她希望你用疼痛的方式记住自己、那样你才不会轻易忘记她。

还有一个意思就是 ,别负我。如果 2 0 1 2 年火山没喷、地没裂、楼没倒、家没淹、你还在、他还爱；请在 2 0 1 3 年 1 月 4 日结婚吧。因为这是千载难逢的 2 0 1 3 1 4 （爱你一生一世）。如果你真心爱一个人、请把这篇文章信息转载到你的空间去！不管你相不相信 .

Now you know why I likes to bite you? :-)

2011-01-22T20:54:00.003+08:00

This few days I'm trying to arrange the event for Reunion.

Feel happy with that because can meet with my old primary school friends.

hurhm..

count on the days, we already more than 6years not meet with each others.

I'm looking forward on it. ;D

I also trying to arrange for another gathering and cake war 2.

It's another gathering for my secondary school friends.

After we graduate all of us have been apart.

Some of them staying at KL for study / working. some of them went to Singapore for working and etc.

I'm also looking forward on this gathering because I so miss them. so freaking long time not meet with them. =D

4days holidays..

I'm happy with the days that I stay at Klang..

It's really comfort to be at here and thanks so much for my bro-in-law and my sis.

They really take care of me alot.

I'm so touching with their acts & their caring.

They are people who inspire me start from year 2010 and for the rest of my life.

I used to learn alot from them and seriously that they do teach me alot.

Think back to the past, if that night bro and sis didn't chat with me and told me all the things, try to help me and give me advise.. I think I won't have today. Really thanks so much to them.

They changed my life.

They brought me to the right way.

I'm glad that I've family like them and I do really grateful and treasure as well as appreciate.

Another happy matter for myself in year 2011 :-

As I promised with the arrival of 2011, I'd change into a brand new life and start everything all over again by myself and the help of God.

And..

I guess I'm really learned it and i can really put down the things.

Less expectations.

No blaming.

Try to ignore the things that I don't really need to bother so much.

Work harder & put on more effort to get what I want.

Yeah! I did it. ;D

No matter how, I'm still trying my best to do that.

I believe I can do it!

Yes, I can! (;

Random

2011-01-21T16:19:00.004+08:00

come to clean the dusts of my blog again. XD

well..

I've 4days holidays so i decided to back to my cousin house and im currently at Kapar. (:

today my bro-in-law & beloved sis brought me to Bak Kut Teh.

oh my!!! the soup so tasty larh. =D

quite long time not eat ad. (:

time past unknowingly. it's just like flying / speeding.

why i said so?

because..

there's another 1 more week to go for the arrival of chinese new year.

fast right? :D

Friends, do you guys get ready?

already go shop around look around?

already buy all the new apparels for your 2011 CNY? ^^

i truly feel happy for celebrating CNY but until now i still haven't get any chinese new year mood. the world is so silent. :/

i truly feel unhappy because i haven't get even 1 new shirt for 2011 CNY. if the time like now in the past few years, i believe i already shop like crazy and bought alot new apparels. );

anyhow..

friends, remember to shop alot, buy alot.

enjoy okay~ :D

im just here to blog for nothing.

because im abit boring and freaking free. xP

finish writing.

bye bloggie. ^^

Sem Break Ended. Back to KD.

2011-01-11T19:42:00.003+08:00

finally..

3weeks sem break has really end up on today.

I'm currently at KD and hiding myself at my room. xP

I'm satisfied with my days at Ipoh because I felt I had a full vacations at there for this 3weeks.

I've ate all the food that I wish to eat long time, I managed to did what I wanna did and I used to spent my time with the people who I wanna spend with. grateful. :)

I EAT WHAT I WANT TO EAT.

Wan Tan Mee - TackTack feed me.
Beansprout Chicken - eat with auntie.
Rojak - TackTack feed me and eat with auntie.
Taufu Fah - Mama bought for me.
Chau Kuey Teow - eat with auntie.
McD - eat with my best friends and my loved one. =D
Prawn Mee
Claypot Chicken Rice - eat with brother.
Satay - eat with auntie, friends and brother.
Mama home cooked food.
Prawn Fried Rice - eat with my loved one. :-*
Cendol - Mama bought for me. (Y)
Laksa - Mama bought for me. best ever food in my life. ^^
Ice-cream & Junk Food - eat together with my siblings when we're watching drama in the room.. :D
Went to Paradise Memorial Park and pray for grandaunt as well as have an enjoy chatting with her. (:

another best thing for my holidays is..

i can hang out with somebody as i wish and because of this person.. I was like being a small kid again.

this person dote on me and makes me become abit wayward and unruly like last time.

because of this person, I'm now become more rely on him and I truly feel that I can't leave him and also I can't live without him.

he accompanied me whenever I need him when I'm at Ipoh and the time with him would always passed so fast and I truly feel that it isn't enough.

he is so freaking sweet and awesome.

I know he is the one who i used to be with for the rest of my life.

You! I'm really so miss you, you know.?!.

I only wish that you can always be by my side and take care of me.

Well..

as i promised, im gonna change for year 2011.

I'd keep my promise.

tomorrow is the 1st day class for sem 3.

let's wait and see how'd it be for the 1st day class in year 2011.

gonna put more effort on study. I SWEAR!

GOD bless.

bye bloggieee. (:

oh yeah!

forget to tell that..

I've bought the ticket for going to Ipoh celebrate CNY but I won't tell when is the date I back.. XP

bye ya! :D

tonight's song for you - I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

2011-01-05T00:35:00.002+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing

Happy New Year & Happy 2011.

2011-01-01T03:37:00.002+08:00

As I promised, with the arrival of year 2011, I'm gonna change into a brand new life and starting everything all over again after living at this world for 18 years.

I hope my life in 2011 would become more better and easier than the years before and also hope that the problems and worries of my life in year 2011 would less than before.

As I said, I'm gonna welcome 2011 with smiles and joys.

yeah! i did it. ;D

I do have a quite okay night with my friends.

hope that everyday also a good day to me and him as well as to all my beloved friends and family. (;

thats all for 01012011.

Happy New Year.

Happy 2011.

Happy 01012011.

Happy Rabbit Year.

XDDD

30th Dec 2010.

2010-12-31T03:25:00.002+08:00

this was the 1st time u waited me that long alone at somewhere and wait for me to dinner with you.

so sorry.

although we had wasted 1 and the half hour but still we managed to have some wonderful moments.

you cheer me up.

you makes me smile.

you makes me feel that I'm so lucky and glad that have someone like you.

I always say : YOU're MY EVERYTHING.

this statement will not be change until the end of my life.

thank you for accompany me and gave me such wonderful, sweet and happy moments.

I LOVE YOU. (:

Days at Ipoh (the 6th days).

2010-12-28T21:24:00.004+08:00

I'm currently at Ipoh right now.

Well..

I've back here already 6 days. (:

I'm gonna back to Damansara on the 1st weekend of Jan. ):

Let me start the stories for these few days.

22nd Dec 2010.

this day is my last day to be at Damansara also the last day of my exam.

my exam started at 10am and around 11am I've ended my exam.

waited until around 12.35pm, i took the cab, went to KL Sentral and wait for ETS to arrived.

ETS start journey around 2pm.

I arrived at Ipoh around 4.15pm and straight back home to take a rest..

around 6pm i went to grandma's house and dinner for celebrating Winter Solstice.

had some funs with my family members especially to 2 of my cousins - Hwa and Yin.

thank you for both of them. :D

23rd Dec 2010.

hurhm.. these day had nothing special.

just as usual.

24th Dec 2010.

these day is Christmas Eve.

many people asked me, how I celebrate Christmas Eve...?

my answer : i celebrated my Christmas Eve at home with my sis, eating TangYuan and salted chicken. XP

25th Dec 2010.

hurhm.. these day is Christmas.

day time just stay at home and night time went to dinner with my friends.

18 years, this day is the 1st time I got my 1st Christmas present and it's given by Tack Tack.

Thanks for his surprise so much.. so like my present..^^

26th and 27th Dec 2010.

these 2 days was just like normal.

28th Dec 2010.

this morning early in the morning around 6am I already woke up.

i starred in front of my laptop until 8am then i back to my room and sleep until 9am something.

2nd time woke up, took a bath then online again.

until 10 something, i got a call from someone and i was freaking excited.

quickly change my trousers and get ready to hang out with someone. hohoho..^^

well.. after few months.. finally.. we managed to meet each other.

I pray to the God and hope that we can meet again on 31st and countdown together for year 2011.

for the past 4 years, you'd called me and wished me Happy New Year. I hope this year I would still get your call and if really can I wish we can countdown together.

I'm looking forward on our next date.

hopefully can make it.

anyhow, 28th bring me lots of wonderful moments. after a long waiting. finally.. the whole noon it was..^^

haih. im so freaking miss someone.

i miss all of that person.

wish we can meet again.

so need xxx.

2010-12-17T20:50:00.004+08:00

My DREAM for my WHOLE LIFE is to make a lot of money.

More Money More Better.

As long as have money, everything would be okay.

No MONEY No Talk!

I'm not money minded but this is what i learned from the reality. That's what i realize from the lives nowadays. I trying my best to learn how to put down and let go but the reality force me to pick all these things up again. No matter how, I still insist with my own ways. No matter how reality force me.. At the end, I AM STILL WHO I AM.

I just wanna let those fake people realize and awake!!!

2010-12-15T00:26:00.002+08:00

I OWE YOUR BLESSING.

2010-12-11T14:13:00.009+08:00

exam is around the corner and i strongly feel depressed, tension and stress.

this sem only have 4 subjects and i supposed to feel easy and relax as well but then the fact is i feel more tension compare to last sem which i've to faced 6 subjects. arghhh!!!

don't ask me why. i don't know why. ;(

my goodness. i don't know what to do.

im so scare that i'd fail my exam. huhu. T.T

i feel like i wanna stop study now.

i feel like i wanna run away from all these tension places and go to a place which can makes me feel the really silence and peaceful.

still have another 4yrs to go. i don't know how can i bear for this 4yrs. i don't know i can still stand for it or not.

im so tired of all the things in my life..

i feel like i wanna put down anything and run away. can i?! ;(

i feel myself is gonna break down.

im physically and mentally tired.

no more strength.

:'(

when i almost lost myself again.

i got this from a friend..

he is my new friend and course mate as well.

he said:"whatever you learn in education, it will be totally different when you go out as everyone know. and of course, the difficulties is not easy to face. so it is like... education problems is consider a small problem which everybody need to face and achieve it. When it comes to work, it talk about confident and the spirit of doing workit might give u a lot of times of feeling of giving up on something, but you have to be strong in what you are targeting to achive, which is your goal.no matter how, do not give up on what you want lar."

the message above is his advise to me and he's encouraged me.

Thank You Chon Giap.

i got it.

2010-12-11T14:13:00.005+08:00

today when i woke up i surf facebook via my BB and i was curious with the links which my friends shared at facebook. i was wonder what's that and i thought maybe it's a quite touching story thats why all my friends shared it. Driven by my curiosity, i would like to know what's the story about and i immediately on my laptop and opened up that note. my goodness! my mind was empty after i read the note that the guy wrote for his ex-girlfriend. from his notes, all of us know that he really very love his girlfriend and very good to her. He loves her, he loves her till the moment he die, he said it he meant it. He really did what he promised to his girlfriends but then because of all these promises, he lost his life. life is so precious to every of us. why he didn't think about this?Because of he loves that girl so much so he chose to commit suicide to express his love to his ex-girlfriend without bothering his family members. yeah. undeniably it's touching and he's a great guy but then he chosen to simply end up his life at this young age just because he can't accept the girlfriend left him. what a pity.. :/

I've realized something from this case - "I would choose to live for him but for sure i won't choose to die for him. I've promised I'd love him till the day I die but then I'd never choose to end my own life to fulfill this promise. Because I want him to be happy instead of suffer. I want to be his fond memories, not the most painful memories even he don't love me anymore. I'd will to wait for years to prove my love for him and to fulfill my promise to him rather than end my life to prove it all the way. No matter what was promised, the main thing which go first at the end would be beneficial and harmless to him. In my opinion, that's the most important one."

从这案件, 我领悟到 - "我会选择为他而生但决不会选择为你而死.. 我曾答应, 我会爱他爱到我死的那一天但我决不会结束自己的生命去兑现这承诺.. 因为我要他快乐而不是要他痛苦.. 我要成为他最美好回忆而不是最痛苦的回忆即使他不再爱我.. 我愿意以等的方式与岁月去证明我对他的爱, 去兑现我对他的承诺而不是以结束生命的方式去证明这一切.. 无论曾经答应些什么到最后所有都是以他快乐以及对他有利而无害的这一点为先.."

(P/S: this is what I learned from the case. Please don't think that i have such thinking like that guy or any others. thank you to my readers.)

Nickelback - Far Away

2010-12-08T23:16:00.003+08:00

i don't know what happen on this 2 days.

A told me he miss me so much all in a sudden after a long time we not msg with each other.

and i felt the way that he msg to me, the way he chat with me is different with before.

i wonder what's going on.

i also wonder whether he still..

anyhow.. im glad that i known him. he's a good guy. (:

just now he told me he has a song for us and the lyrics is meaningful.

Nickelback - Far Away

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait?

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know, you know, you know I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go

Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know, you know, you know I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go

Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

So far away, so far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away, so far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know I wanted, I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed, I need to hear you say that I love you (That I love you)

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you (And I forgive you) for being away for far too long

So keep breathing 'cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and never let me go

Keep breathing 'cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and never let me go

thank you so much for the song.

it's nice.

2010-12-05T13:41:00.007+08:00

SF :

who really did the fault on that year? i know i am the one. so sorry.

maybe on that time u really love me so much but then now everything is change. i know.

when i think i wanna back to you again, i know i cant. v are not like last time anymore and u're really forgotten me, u aren't love me anymore. i have no more chance.

thank you and sorry to you.

please believe me that i really really didn't betray you. i can swear to god. im still loving you on that time. i've tried to wanna back to you again but i know it's the end of both of us and i wont have any chances thus i not dare to tell you for giving both of us 1 more chance..

in my life i only truly love 3 persons other than my dad.

1 of them is you because u're my first love. sometimes i do recall back our things when v was together but that time v're still young and under control by parents and family so we don't have any chances to hang out. v can only dated at school. we don't really have so much sweet memories. only some happy moments which the 1st time u sit together with me, the 1st time u hold my hand and all of that are forced by friends to do that. thats all for our story.

from ur status, i know u're loving her so much because u didn't do such thing to me before this and i know she's still love you too. i don't know what happen to both of u but no matter how much i still loving you, i know i also can't back into ur life again. i only can wish that u and her could be together forever. i give u up, i let you go is my fault. i have the blessing to be ur 1st one but i don't have the blessing to ur only one. i hurt u so much. i dont know how to appreciate you. im failed to have you forever in my life. if i could have another chance to be with u again, i'll... but i know i won't have that chance. therefore, i wish you and her won't be apart and be each other's partner forever. have a happy ending.

KY :

u know what? u're another 1 of them in that 3 person list.

i love you more than SF but then how i hurt SF i got it back from you. what a joke.

v also dont have many memories for our relationship.

the most appreciate moments are u taught me science and math as well as doing revision together with me at library.

on that time, u made me become the most lucky and happy girl in this world because the god let me met you, he let me known u, he let me be with you. my friends all envy me because got a boyfriend like you. knowledgeable, smart, handsome, excellent student.

when they knew i apart with you, they blamed that i don't appreciate you, why i break up with you.

but then who knows im really so love you and forced to break up with you just because of u don't love me anymore? who knows i've tried many ways to hold you back?

the time when i have to break up with you my heart is bleeding although i pretend to be strong. i told myself i won't cry but at the end? my heart is bleeding and my eyes watered. i can cheat the whole world but then i can't cheat myself. i know im still loving you but i also know we don't have any chances. i wish we can really have 1 more chance but i know it's also impossible for us to have another chance to be together thus i really hope that i can forget you and when the moment i almost forget you i hope u don't suddenly appear again in front of me and let me meet you again because u really hurts me lots and i wanna forget all about you. i don't wanna remember all of you anymore.

my loved one <3>

i don't know how want to start about our story but what i can tell is im really appreciate u alot because u makes my life changed. since i know you until now i do found myself change alot just because of you. u're the 1st and only one who i'll think 1st before i do anything. v do have many 1st times, sweet memories, happy moments. when i have difficulties, u're the one who always standby my side and motivate me, help me.. u're the one who can really makes me forget my troubles and problems when i be with you. u're the one who can really makes me smiles and laugh when im crying. you're the only partner who i am looking for, the only one who is gonna accompany me until the end of my life. my love to you is so strong and even stronger than 2 of them and i wish to be with u for the rest of my life. i told u, i wanna marry you. im serious. other than you, nobody else i could wanna marry to.

u're so different with others. i could really feel it. to me, u're the most special one.

i can't survive without you. you're my everything. you already become part of my life. i couldn't imagine what if i lost u someday.

at the end, i only want to tell you that im truly loving you so much. i'd wait for you. i wanna mary you. no matter what happen i also won't let go and give up because i don't want to regret like previous. no matter how i also will wait because u're the only one i wanna end my life with. nothings gonna change my love for you.

IM SINGLE BUT NOT AVAILABLE.

im reserved for you. i don't mind to wait you here.

i hope there's someday u can come to me.

im now forgotten SF and KY.

i only love HIM. i would only wait for HIM.

since i know him i already fall in love with him.

in my mind, in my heart, in my life he is the only one.

he is also the only one who can really have all of me and deserves my love because i know he'll know how to appreciate me and everything i do for him. thats the reason why i would will to wait for him.

hoooooos~

my heart got release and i can concentrate on doing my revision now.

.bye.

2010-12-02T22:26:00.003+08:00

it's December now.

my goodness! so fast ad come to the end of the year 2010.

hurhmm..

recently im abit busy for preparing my sem 2 final exam.

so fast i have finished my sem 2 and gonna sit for the exam.

may god bless me for this time exam.

please DON'T ever let me fail my exam.. PLEASEEE!

well.. im having so many probs and ques in my mind.

i dont what should i do.

i dont know what decision should i make. im so blur and so confused now!!! ;(

anyhow.. i have forget about all this now and concentrate on doing my revision as well as prepare for my exam.

my loved one.

you're the only partner who i am looking for, the only one who is gonna accompany me until the end of my life.

please always remember that im always like you, miss you, love you and by your side forever.

no matter how close am i with the other guys but nothing's gonna change my love for you. in my heart, u're the only one.

im not easy to fall in love with someone but once i fall to you, i know that i couldn't forget you and no matter what happen i also wont give up and let go u because i can't do it.

i know my shortcoming is that i couldn't live without you.

please do let me be with you and please do keep your promise, u wont let me walk alone.

i hope we could like the song, for the rest of my life.

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you.loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

Now and forever I...I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when I think of you

And I pray we`re together eternally

Now I find myself so strong

Everything changed when you came along

And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you.loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

Now and forever I...I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here

In front of me I strongly feel love

And I have no doubt

And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you.loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

Now and forever I...I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart..

all above is my heart speaking.

i wish u could hear it and know it as well.

i love you forever.

my love to you would not change till the end of my life. <3

alright..

im fine now after telling all the things that i kept in my heart for quite long time. =]

its time for me to do revision again.

thats all for today.

.bye bloggie.

good night and sweet dream everybody. (;

有家人的感觉真的很温馨

2010-11-26T14:42:00.004+08:00

今天原本我打算要回去吧生, 表姐的家..

但是我没回到因为我跟了我学院的朋

友回她的家..

她住在安邦..

她的家很舒服.. 这应该是我要一家人一起生活的幸福美满的感觉吧..

逗留在我朋友家的这段时间，我想起很多以往那种每时每刻都被爸爸陪伴着，捧在手心里疼爱的感觉.. 我想起以前那种家的感觉..

我很怀念以前的生活.. 我真的很想回到从前..

即使今天我拥有的比以前更多但是有一样东西从2006年5月25日被上天夺走以后我永远都不能够得回的-我的爸爸，我的家.. ;(

每当我看见朋友们或某些小孩子又或者是亲戚们的孩子与他们的父母在一起，有爸爸疼爱时，能与他们的父母和家人一起用餐，上街，谈天说地，开玩笑

的时候，我却一人独自在一旁看着而我的心里羡慕不已.. 我的心一直在流泪.. 可是这是事实我必须接受，这可是永远都改变不了..

如果你问我，有什么是我最想要的，我会告诉你我只要回我的爸爸，我的家..

没有什么是比他们来得更重要..

在我身边的人.. 我希望你们都可以好好珍惜你们今天所拥有的东西尤其是你的家人，你的父母亲.. 缺少了任何一个这个家就不会再完整，你们也不能够要回无论你如何哀求..

爸爸与我的第一张父女照.. (1992)

长大以后替爸爸拍的第一张，最后一张，唯一一张照片.. ;(

(2006)

我的爸爸.. 我很想你..

2010-11-11T20:53:00.003+08:00

1 year and 5 days.

i left my secondary school for that long.

time fly really fast.

tomorrow would be the last day for the 2010 form 5 of smkm.

well.. my mood couldn't be describe at this moment because i feel im involve in this graduation. (maybe because of all my juniors and friends as well attending tomorrow's event.)

feel abit disappointed because i couldn't join them.

i miss my school, my teachers and my friends alot. when only can meet them again?! =[

the poems below are ready for my smkm form 5 2009 friends & smkm form 5 2010 juniors/friends as a graduate anniversary gift and graduate gift. all the best to you all.

for smkm form 5 2009 friends
A New Beginning

As you make a new beginning in your life, graduate,
be aware of important things you didn’t learn in school:

As you pursue your dreams,
remember to take time to help and serve others
even if doing so slows you down a little.
As you explore and develop your unique talents,
remain humble,
realizing that your special abilities
are gifts from God.
As life hands you challenges, welcome them
as ways to become smarter and stronger.
As you acquire material things,
know that your most important possessions
are honesty, integrity,
and the desire to make a difference.
Congratulations, graduated.
May your new path take you where you want to go
and also bring you pleasant surprises!
We are graduated, and
Things already come to an end.
We appreciate our teachers,
And we’ll never lose a friend.
We will remember what we learned here;
We will remember everything.
And when we are gone from this place,
To our memories we’ll cling.

Education is the best thing
That we ever will possess.
We will use what our school taught us
To achieve our own success.
We are connected to our friends and school;
We are connected to it all.
When we think about our school days,
Only good things we’ll recall.

So goodbye to our school days,
To the children we once were.
All the things we thought and did here
Will become a pleasant blur.
We say hello to our future;
We say hello to what will be.
We all have what we all need; our
Education sets us free.

for smkm form 5 2010 juniors/friends
Dear Lord,
Please bless these graduates
as they go out into the world
to make it a better place,
while they pursue their dreams.
Gently guide them, lead them,
show them Your way to success and happiness
through service to others,
as they maximize their own potential.
Fill them with joy when they reach their goals.
Strengthen them, as they deal with life's obstacles,
and show them that every challenge
is a path to character development.
Give them the intelligence
to make a plan for their futures.
Give them the patience and persistence
to pursue their ambitions.
Most of all, give them caring hearts
to look for ways to help the people they meet
on their life's journey.
Encourage them and lift them up now,
as they spread their wings
into a clear sky of limitless opportunity.
Let each and every graduate here
be wrapped in the warmth of Your infinite love,
and let Your wisdom show them the way
to make the most of their lives.
In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.

i miss you guys alot. ;(

ipoh here i am

2010-11-07T11:08:00.002+08:00

finally.. i back to my hometown - Ipoh again.

the 1st day came back i meet with Lily.. she's became more crazy than before. lol

so happy to see her and spent time with her. ;)

fri night hang out with jerry, bao and tack. v have the craziest moment. i love that. thank you so much.. =D

Sat night went to mr.anba's house for deepavali open house. the food is so tasty. thank you teacher so much for treating me a delicious dinner. =)

i feel happy to come back here because i can meet all my friends and Lily..

the most important i wanna meet him.

today already sunday.

i already back here 3days..

i already meet everyone that i want and i should meet but where's the one i miss alot, i love alot and i want to meet the most? ;(

i miss him like crazy and wish to be with him every moment but I CANT!!!

i only can miss but nothing i can do..

he affected every single thing of me. im totally crazy for him.

i know i cant live without him is my ever weak point! T.T

i know after this v cant meet each other indefinitely and my heart is ... because im really hope to see and be with you.

November is not a really good month for me. ;((

I passed my First Sem Exam. =D

2010-10-13T21:36:00.003+08:00

well..

after 1 month waiting..

finally i got my first semester exam result.

i passed my exam! freaking happy. yo!yo!yo! ^^

the unexpected thing is i got Distinction for my Financial Accounting I. LOL

freaking unbelievable lorxXx!!! heee. =D

hurhm..

can i have a reward?

hemmm..

well. forget bout it. maybe this is not the right timing to have it.

gotta thanks for someone's support. :)

he gave me support and keep on comforting me when everytime i complain bout my result.

he said : dont worry. result hvnt out yet. dont think bout it. u would pass ur exam. blablabla.. :D

this morning i told him i want him to be the 1st person who i wanna tell my result and share my feelings but at last.. i only can told him in my heart. i hope he got it from his heart.

arghhh..

dont know what else wanna tell..

like so many thing in my brain. :((

so annoyed.

thats all lar for tonight.

*siam*

2010-10-08T01:03:00.002+08:00

recently im trying my best to concentrate on my study.

well.. some subjects i can but some i cant.

im trying hard to look for the books and wanna try to study on my own.

unfortunately that the books are all out of stock and i couldnt get any.

other than study and do the revisions..

these few days im also thinking bout my life. my future. what i really want in my heart.

the answer i got is im just an extraordinary person and i only need a simple life.

i always ask why? why we same as being a human but having different life?!

why others easily can have what they want but why i try so hard ans do alot of things but still i cant get?!

i should blame? no. i shouldnt but im just a normal person what i can do?

although i said i dont blame. although i try to calm myself and telling myself this is my fate but still more or less i will blame. i couldnt pass my heart.

anyhow..

what i need is just a very simple life.

i only wish i can get what i want for my life. for myself.

im not as complicated as you guys think.

but i know.. no matter how i explain.. u all will still have the same thinking.

no exceptions. i know. even though the person is the one who love me the most also will have the same thinking as my friends. i know it clearly.

LiWen has changed. she changed alot. she even try hard to change herself into a new LiWen but nobody even found that because in u guys' mindsets, forever she is like that. :)

my friends. my families. my loved one. the people who love me the most. i can swear that nobody would really know what i want other than few of my sisters especially Bing, LiLi and PuiYee..

to my friends.. i really dont know what can tell u all. just hope u all change urs mindset. im no longer the LiWen that u all know few years ago. i have try to change to become more better.

to my families.. im staying far from home and alone at outside.. in fact i always miss you all. my tears always drop while i have a call with u all. actually what i need is u all's support and motivation. do u all know.. i hope i can use my effort to do as well as i can then i could able to use what i achieved to exchange for the things that i want. i used to assume all these are my awards and my motivations from u all, my families. awards but not reproach is what i really need/want. But... ;(

im seriously speechless. stress. tension. depressed. unhappy.

tonight i can only say.. what i found is..

Overall, i dont have any virtues but i have alot or even uncountable shortcomings.

thats all.

2010-09-27T23:50:00.003+08:00

yesterday i got a call from my aunt.

she counted the holidays for me.

what holidays?

it's Deepavali holidays..^^

deepavali falls on friday then sat, sun and monday no class, thursday got half day class. if i back on thursday noon.. total i have 5days holiday. hohoho

my auntie asked me to go back home.

don't stay at here alone.

very happy to heard my aunt ask me to go back but i doesn't feel happy at all with the holidays maybe i already expected what's going on.

yeahhh.. this morning when i made a call i already know the answer before the words out from someone's mouth. my heart really connected with someone's, thats y i know..???

anyhow.. no matter how much unhappy, how much unease in my heart i will still keep my smiles towards that person. i'll support everything about that person. no doubts. :)

and i'll still back to ipoh. ;)

this evening chat with a sor lou..

he wanna call me but accidentally called the wrong number.

such a funny conversation between him and that number's owner.

i have laughed for the whole evening. LOL

do not wrong number again okay. XD

he promised he wont wrong number anymore. he scare already. hahas

hurhm.. tomorrow.. i have class again.

gonna sleep now.

nightz bloggie.

2010-09-27T00:16:00.003+08:00

this evening i have a call with someone.

he asked a question that he always ask himself and i always ask myself.

"why got so many guys likes you (me), loves you (me) even wanna married you (me) but you (I) still wanna like and love me (him)? ni ming zhi dao wo men shi bu ke neng de. why?! wei shen me ni xuan ze deng dai?"

i told him.

"because i love you" the only reason.

he asked.

"dont u feel sad or unhappy or regret?!"

i replied.

"no. because i love you".

just now i read a note at facebook.

the boy wrote that for her ex-girlfriend i guess.

i edited and post it here and tell you : "爱你, 我不曾后悔过"

老天爷让我遇见了你让我看上了你

老天爷也让我当你的朋友也让我爱上了你

(因为有你我改变了变得更好了只因为要配得起你)

因为有你我的生活精彩了

因为有你我的生活开心了

因为有你每个夜晚都不再寂寞了不再孤单

(如果)和你再(没有)牵手的机会心情开始变得空虚了

每个晚上都一个人独自面对很害怕很孤单

少了你就等于少了彩色我的生活不再精彩只剩下黑和白

少了你我的夜晚缺少了你的信息缺少了你的声音缺少了你骂我窝心的“笨蛋”这两个字

少了你就等于少了许多美好的东西开始不懂得如何去欣赏去珍惜

(当我第一眼看上了你) 爱上了你我就不再(喜欢别的男生)

(是你让我的心定下来) 让我更懂得如何去爱 (去珍惜去体谅去包容)

我现在真的好想(搂着你)大声告诉你 ‘我爱你’

虽然现在你我(不能像以前那样常见面) (但关系从未改变反而更珍惜彼此相处的时间)

我很感谢老天爷让我遇见了你让我爱上你 (让我爱着你)

我不后悔过爱上你 谢谢你(给了我们彼此一个机会)

如有机会我想和你爱一次轰轰烈烈的爱你一次

i will to wait.

i not regret.

i would love you till the end of my life. (:

2010-09-26T19:48:00.002+08:00

my 12days holidays had over.

im now at Damansara again.

____________________________________________________________________

the past at Ipoh.

first of all..

i wanna thanks to my auntie.

because once i arrived at ipoh, she on the spot brought me to the phone shop and bought a new handphone..^^

she bought me a BlackBerry Curve.

thank you so much. hoho

secondly..

i gotta thanks all my friend who accompanied me when i at Ipoh.

thanks for celebrating an earlier mooncake fest with me altot dont have candles and lanterns but v still managed to eat mooncake at mamak. hoho

thanks for hanging out with me.

i wont forget the moment v went to drink at mamak and chit-chatting.

have fun at the bbq.

went to movie with me.

photo shootings at Kellie's Castle, Clearwater Sanctuary and Ipoh Railway Station.

follow by..

thanks the loved one. thanks for reserved time for me.

thanks for went to movie with me.

thanks for having meal with me at Ipoh's Field.

it's a memorable night for me.

wish there's another chance like that night for us.

____________________________________________________________________

well..

i already start back study 4days.

seriously.. i couldnt understand all the subjects for this sem.

im sad with it.

i need books with me.

im looking around for my finance and moral studies books. there're out of stock. :(

anyhow.. i will try my best to do well in my study.

____________________________________________________________________

I DON'T WANT ANYTHING ELSE DISTURBING ON MY STUDY. NO! NOT EVEN A SINGLE THING WHICH UNRELATED WITH MY STUDY.

PLEASE STOP GIVING ME PROBLEMS.

PLEASE STOP TALKING UNRELATED THINGS TO ME.

PLEASE STOP FORCING ME TO CHOOSE.

and

PLEASE STOP ASKING ME TO ANSWER THE QUESTIONS WHICH ARE UNRELATED TO MY STUDIES.

2010-09-06T00:31:00.002+08:00

omg.. i cannot fall asleep.

im keep on thinking that i wanna go back to ipoh.

im keep on thinking that i wanna get BB Bold.

im keep on thinking the tasty food at ipoh such as stingy taufu, bubble tea, laksa, wan tan mee, chicken rice, etc..

im keep on thinking of him.

im keep on missing of him.

im keep on missing my friends..

im keep on missing SMKM..

im keep on missing everything at ipoh.

i wanna go back.

i got insomnia because i miss ipoh and i wanna go back. T.T

i can't wait anymore. :(

2010-09-05T18:48:00.005+08:00

*blink2eyes*

is september now.

today is the 5th day of september.

tomorrow would be the new starting of my study.

im gonna step in to 2nd sem on tomorrow after a 4 days break. :)

well.. as what my friend said, hope that everything goes smooth after the raya holiday and during the new sem.

all the good comes all the bad gone. :)

im freaking happy this few days cause finally i can scream out loud that :"IM GOING TO CHANGE NEW HANDPHONE!!! XDDD"

2 days ago my aunt promised to change me a new phone. XD

my smiles always hanging on my face these few days. hahas.

hurhm..

few days later would be Hari Raya Holiday.

im gonna have 1 week holiday and i will be going back to ipoh.

i know many of my friends are waiting for me (hee.^^) and im waiting for him. :S

altot still have 4days to go but i ad packed my things, clean my room, clear everything and ready to go back. in fact, my heart ad fly back. hahas

the 1st thing i would do after i arrived ipoh is go to settle my phone 1st. change a new one. XP

after that must be hang out with all my friends.. very miss them. cant wait to see them..^^

wanna immediately go back to my secondary sch but that time still raya holiday, cant back so would back with my friends after school reopen. :D

so miss my buddies and smkm. hehe

alright..

just now i got a meaningful comment from my god mother at facebook. how nice is the comment she posted.

it's my heart speaking - Hav a wonderful trip back to Ipoh.....mum is still the best!!!

....ur heart still in SMK Menglembu....wonderful moments leh...n all the teachers manja n love u very much!!!!

"ur heart still in SMK Menglembu" ---> love these sentence so much.. obviously my heart still there. XP

miss the classroom which we had our P&P ; miss our lucky seats ; miss the field that v had fun ; miss the tapak perhimpunan that v had roll call and assembly as well as "shouting" Keranamu Malaysia and Jalur Gemilang ; miss bilik masakan where a nice place and good excuses for us to ponteng, cooking, having fun inside ; miss the physics lab which full of mr.ng's angry, our laugh, smiles, funs, happy ; kolam ikan which all jump inside and change the water for the fish. omg.. how wonderful moments im having at there. still have alot not listed yet. i wish i can fly back there and have alook hows the sch being now.. :DDD

well.. im so miss my honey - Li Li , Li Bing

my buddies - tacktack, jerry, puiyee, kowkow, elric, kien, edwin, baobao, kakhong, esther, wardah, aaron..

so long time never meet them especially my 2 honey.. already 9mths not meet both of them. miss them like crazy. :'(

hurhm..

i think thats all for today.

hope that 9th come faster. i wanna go back and get my new phone.. hehe..^^

2010-08-27T00:11:00.002+08:00

days without him and my best buddies were so lonely.

i cant stand anymore.

when i feel lonely im just wanna cry out.

im so miss the days with him and my buddies.

im so miss you all.

how much i wish he could be with me every moment and take care of me, remind me to eat, wake me up in the morning, watch movie and drama with me, accompany go anywhere i want, etcccc...

how much i wish he could hold my hand and hang out with me like the days before.

how much i wish he could bring to me anywhere that i want at anytime.

how much i wish he could give me everything that i want like last time.

he wont leave me to go anywhere alone because he very worry of me.

he said i'll never walk alone.

how long i have not out with him?

how long i have not be with him?

how long i have not hear he say "i love you" to me?

how long v didnt hug each other tight in each other hugs.

how long v didnt hold each other hand?

how long v have not dine together?

how much i wish i can go shopping at all the complex at ipoh with my best buddies.

how much i miss them?

how long v have not been to MP steamboat together?

how long v have not been to mamak and sit there "blow water" till 3am?

how long v have not hang out to everywhere at ipoh?

how long v have not meet each others?

*tears dropping*

IM SO MISSS YOU ALL.. DID YOU ALL SEE IT? FEEL IT? HEAR IT? :'(

2010-08-15T21:27:00.002+08:00

wow.. there's been a damn long time im not happy and relax like this. :D

14th August 2010

this day is another happiest day for me while i be at PJ for 3mths..

my best buddies - tack, jerry & bao arrange their time and come to join me, hang out with me at KL. XD

im so happy when i saw them..^^

v shopped and hang around at Sg.Wang & Times Square.

what a nice day for me..

at night, v laugh like crazy until 3am in the morning.. LOL

the 2nd morning.. v went to T-Bowl Restaurant to have our breakfast and lunch.. :DDD

I LOVE THAT.

when the time v leave separate.. im so unwill to leave them..

i hugged tacktack and nearly wanna cry.. :'(

anyhow.. im gonna back on next month.

buddies, wait me!!! :DDD

after separate with them.. i took a cab to Kl Sentral and i bought a ktm ticket back to Kapar.

1 hour time needed to back there from Kl Sentral. :)

1st time took ktm..

walao.. duno how to describe that feeling. LOL

after arrived.. around 7pm. i went to Centro with Ken Vooi and cousin.

there's a pesta muzik held there.

it's such a grand event.

the performance by the participants were so awesome. wish that i have chance to attend the pesta muzik again..^^

this morning, hang out with cousin they all. v went to klang parade and have dim sum as breakfast + lunch then hang around at klang parade.

quite enjoy and relax to be with them.. :D

around 6.45pm im ready to head back to my college.. :(

these few days i was thinking..

v have been a damn long time not meet each other, not eat together, not be together.. how good if he's here to accompany me go shopping, go eat..

i miss that time.. :(

shortcut everything..

i think i stop here lar.

lazy to write in detail for tonight.

about me.

2010-08-07T19:26:00.004+08:00

Well, the post for today is to let myself know who am I and also try to tell my friends who I am.

Lets start.

Tang Li Wen is my name. My name is given by my beloved daddy. I don't know why he chose this name but i know one of the reason is because he felt this name not so many people have/use and it's a bit special (knew from my mom). :) Right, I'm eighteen this year and I'm currently staying at P.J. and I'm furthering study at here. My former school is SMK Menglembu. SMK Menglembu is a nice and memorable place to me. It's a place where I get to know / met my bros and sis (best buddies), a place where i have a huge teachers' network, a place which make me feel proud and achieve my little achievement. Be in this school = I have everything in this world (last 2 years thinkings. XD). :P

I'm an ordinary girl who is always begging for a Happy-Go-Lucky lifestyle. My life can said as not up to those above, but above those below. My family manage to give me what I want as long as my requirements are not too over to them. Actually to me.. I don't think that is necessary to have a luxurious life. I only required for the simple life. As long as I have what I want and I don't wish my life would have any troubles to disturb me, that's good enough. I'm slightly different with some others girls. I have my own style. I don’t like princess dressing but yeah I like to wear jeans mini skirts, I don't like the dolls also known as “gongzai” because I always feel that it’s an unnecessary stuffy and it's wasting money to buy that, I don't like rose like others girl but I do like another kind of flower which is purple color and can’t easily get it at M'sia.

Other than that, I seriously dislike people who are arrogant, money-minded, and psycho as well as being busy-body because I found that all of these people are too horrible, I can’t accept them. Just like recently, I'm so angry with a new friend. I know her only 2-3 months. She did something i can't accept and she said something make me so angry with her. Nights ago, i posted something on Facebook and after that on the spot I removed her from my friend list. Sorry to say that, I won't forgive her. She's too over and she hurts me because I'm using my true-heart to care of her, help her, support her but what she give me back is only can describe by a word, that's - STUPID. I won't listen what she explain anymore. Stop fooling me. Please!!! If wanna be friend with someone, do use your true heart.

Hmmm… My interests are collecting watches, travelling, shopping and hanging out with my buddies especially go out to have a drink with them at night as well. Watches always remind me that I used to appreciate all the thing (best buddies, loved one, family, belongings) I'm having now because they are the most precious and the most wonderful one; Travelling could make me feels happy, relax, enjoy and helps in gaining my knowledge as well as let me know more about the different cultures of other countries; Shopping can let me update myself to the latest, see something new, have the delicious meals at different places and buying myself something that i hope for, most important is I can forget all the unhappy things and relax my mind during that short period of time. Usually when I'm at my hometown, I would like to hang out with my buddies such as go theater for the new movies, shop some new stuffs with them, hanging at the night market and buy the stingy taufu and bubble tea (I LOVE IT. XD), especially go out to have a night drink with them, chit-chatting all the topics the whole night at the restaurant, have some jokes. It's the most wonderful and enjoyable moment for me. :D I also likes to go to the beach. How good is the feeling that sitting beside the beach and enjoy the nature winds that blowing towards on me or see the wave beating on the shore. Other than that, I also like to have some activities when I have a free time such as playing badminton, swimming or go for gym and yeah planning to go trip when I have holidays. :D Normally I go swimming because I can lying down in the water and look at the the stars in the sky, thinking about the past, golden memories during secondary school flash by my minds.

To me, the most important things in my life are my family, my ever best buddies, my loved one, my study and my future. I’m so concern about my future because I want to have a best life. I want to have great and big changes for my life. I believed that our lives are path with rough rocks. NO PAIN, NO GAIN! Thus, I’m trying all my best to do everything just because of my future and my life. I would make my dream come true someday in the future. I would prove it that I can do it!

I dislike to use mask to be a human, i only love to be myself thus i prefer to show my real and i build a strong wall to defense myself so that I won't easily get hurt. (my new friends at campus, thats why sometimes I dislike to open my mouth to talk much, I dislike bother people's things and I dislike you all over bother my things) because this is the true me, I'm defensing myself, avoiding myself involved in all the unrelated things..

This is me.

The Ways How to Makes a Girl Happy ; 你敢这样疼我，我就嫁给你!

2010-07-27T13:30:00.003+08:00

(a passage from somewhere.)

The ways how to makes a girl happy..

1-Touch her waist.
2-Talk to her.
3-Share secrets.
4-Give her your jacket.
5-Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6-Hug her.
7-Hold her.
8-Laugh with her.
9-Invite her somewhere.
10-Let her be with you when you’re with your friends.

Keep reading…

11-Smile with her.
12-Take pics with her.
13-Pull her onto your lap.
14-When she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back.
15-When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it; fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking about someone?

16-Always hug her and say, “I love you,” whenever you see her.
17-Kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-Tell her shes beautiful- NOT SEXY! She wants to feel pretty- not skanky
20-Tell her the way you feel about her!

Oh, and on that last one… you need to show her you mean it too.

21-Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22-Tell her she means everything to you, but MEAN IT.
23-If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means she doesn’t want to talk about it, so just hug her.
24-Make her feel loved.
25-Kiss her in front of other girls you know.

We might deny it but we actually LIKE it and WANT you to tickle us-
we love to flirt ;P

26-Don’t lie to her.
27-Dont cheat on her.
28-Take her anywhere she wants.
29-Txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30-Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

Are you still reading this? You better be- it’s important.

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone, hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

Remember this next time you are with her…

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHE’S LOVED

41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.

months ago.. because of the notes above i have accompanied by a sweet call with a sweet voice and having a sweetsweet night.

i still rmb there's a question came out and i being ask back :"is this u write ur own? or u really copied from somewhere?" hahahas

dont know why suddenly i think back of this and wanna post out.

GUYS.. rmb what u read from the passage above and try ur best to make ur girl happy.. :)

(another passage from Bing. :) )

你敢这样疼我！我就嫁给你！

逛街累啦→背我！
钱花光啦→给我！
醋打翻啦→哄我！
路上困啦→抱我！
生气打你→挺住！
蛮不讲理→忍住！
平时欺负你→撑住！
让我伤心的话→止住！
我就这样霸道，你看着办吧！
敢不听话，把你当灰太狼教训！

你说、你爱我？

你会不会把我介绍给你的父母、哪怕我不是他们喜欢的类型？
你会不会为我放下你的少爷脾气、在外顶天立地，对我就温柔的'没底气?
你会不会在争吵后主动道歉、哪怕我错，你也不忍心责怪？
你会不会打心底认为、我是天底下最好的女孩，一旦拥有、别无所求？
你会不会在生我病时领我去打针，然后看我害怕的憋红的眼睛紧紧的抓着的我手抱着我？
你会不会'不小心'就记得、我爱吃的我不爱吃的、我最讨厌的东西？
你会不会给我买我最喜欢的衣服，哪怕在贵只要我喜欢就行会不会在我嘴硬时、看穿我其实需要保护需要温暖的内心，给我最好的疼爱？
你会不会每天都像昨天一样爱我、每天都比昨天更爱我？说、你爱我？

你能不能记住我们的每一个纪念日、记住今天是在一起的第几天、？

你能不能坚持为我养成一个习惯、从第一天为我做、就做到每一天都为我做？
你能不能在我无理取闹胡思乱想的时候、给我足够的安全感

你能不能细心的记住我说的话、留意我喜欢的东西、保管我送你的礼物？

你能不能不欺骗我、不冷落我、不忽略我、？
你能不能为我24小时开机、在我做噩梦的晚上有人可以哄我睡觉？
你能不能不只把我当花瓶、有心事会对我说、决定了也会找我商量？
你能不能不再大手大脚、只为了攒下钱带我去吃好吃的、去想去的地方~！
你说、你爱我？
你敢不敢向所有对你有好感的异性大方的介绍、这是我女朋友，我唯一认定的女人？
你敢不敢拒绝暧昧、改掉单身时的臭毛病、和所谓的'红颜'保持清晰的距离？
你敢不敢不给自己留后路、全心全意的只做我的唯一？
你敢不敢在我发脾气骂你滚开时候紧紧的抱住我求饶？

敢不敢为我努力、把自己变的成熟稳重优秀、然后一如既往的爱我？

你敢不敢经常抱抱我亲亲我、让我觉得我在你眼里总是可爱、
觉得你一直喜欢我需要我，只要你敢这样疼我，就算不爱你我也嫁给你…

2010-07-23T10:02:00.003+08:00

is sitting in the class alone.

switch on the laptop and online.

suddenly there's something flashed by my mind.

so miss my best buddies.

Lily, Li Bing, Pui Yee, Kien, Mun Fee, Esther, Kak Hong, Bao, Chun Meng, Tack Tack, Guo Qian, Kow Kow..

miss to hang out with them.

every of this moment, i will open up my photo albums and memorize back our golden times when v are at smkm..

as what i said before FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS THE BEST. NOTHING CAN BE REPLACE THEM IN MY HEART, IN MY LIFE. FRIENDS ARE MUCH MORE BETTER THAN ANYTHING ELSE. LOVE AND MISS YOU GUYS MUCH.. <3

do you all still remember???

Friends, im coming back soon. be patient for 2 more months.

1st presentation in my college study life

2010-07-23T00:33:00.003+08:00

ohh yeahhh~

im gonna have a presentation on tomorrow..

it's marketing presentation.

it's my 1st presentation throughout the whole sem. LOL

honestly, im not nervous at all. :P

i have a funny night in my room with my roommate - Dvtha, my friends - Fatin, Vivian, Irise..

v are practicing for the presentations and trying to match the apparels for tomorrow. hohoho

on top of that, im so miss my N5800Xm recently..

freaking miss it.

i need it. i want it. T_T

it is the one. :(

my likely N5800XM, IMISSYOU. :'(

well...

thats what i wanna tell tonight..

bye bloggie.

nightz.

2 months be at SEGI UC.

2010-07-15T01:35:00.003+08:00

unconsciously i already be at SEGI for two months.

i already got a new roommate. she's an indian. both of us are org perak. she's frm bercham. :D

so far i have accustomed to the live at here and also got alot of new friends in this 2 months.

im glad to meet with my new roommate, she 's a quite nice person and my gang of malay friends, they are all crazy2 same as me, also the gang of indian friends they are quite nice too as well as my chinese friends. :D

currently i feel quite okay at here because my room is like my home although its not 100% perfect but it's 70% perfect because i do have a mini kitchen here. my friends who knows bout this were so envy me. hahas.. im not less anything in my room because it fully equip with a mini fridge, rice cooker, slow cooker, conduction cooker, alot of foods, fruits, drinks, snacks, cooking utensils, printer, etc. XD

in this two months, i have learnt to be more patient and also know how to face the different kinds of ppl with different attitudes, understanding different human behaviors as well as challenging the time and days at here. sometimes, it's damn hard and suffer for me to be with some of them. im really cant accustomed to that and also cant stand for their attitudes and personality as well but what can do? nowadays, i would only be patient for it and i wont do anything. this is what i have change for my new life. BE PATIENT.

beside that, im also suffering in wearing a mask to survive. im so tiring. i have take off the mask and back to my own ways. after taking off the mask, again.. my wall become more and more firm. ohh~ thats me. i love it.

hurhm.. what bout my study?!

omg. it's too bad. 2 mths i have studied the things but until this moment i still cant understand what am i study about. T.T

other than cost accounting i understand abit others all im very blur with it. especially financial accounting.

i have tried my best to forget bout the past and try to start everything over again at here but i failed to do that. when i enter the accounting class then i will straight goes back to prinsip perakauan that time. arghhh.. im suffering for this. i cant even do 1 question for this subject. just like today, when i went for my financial accounting's tutorial class, i have a strong feeling or regretting what i have done b4 this at smkm. im blaming myself why i dun study hard at that time, when i want to disappointed my teachers especially my accounting teacher. i would like to apologize to her and tell her that im regret but im not dare to do that because i have swear that i wont regret b4 this. T.T

i have a strong feeling that im stepping back on the same way. smkm = segi. segi = smkm.

im shouting in my heart, i dont wanna step back to last time. im really wanna start over everything. im kip on blaming and angry myself.

seriously, i need help.

besides, finally i have completed most of the assignments and now only left the presentations.

thanks god. i settled the things. T.T

weeks ago i fall sicked and i went to see doctor. he said im not rest enough and im too stress. luckily i didnt get fever if not it really worse.

i dont wanna failed my exam. i cant stand for that. im too stress. :'(

now i need to study hard for my exam. it drops on 23rd of August. god bless me. huhu.. T.T

what bout my lifestyle at here??? hehe^^

1 week at least have 4 or 5days will go mamak yumcha with my friends. sembang at there. having jokes at there. :D

during weekends we will go either Tesco or One Utama for grabbing foodstuffs or just jalan2 at there. of coz v are not going every week lar. maybe twice or 3 times a month. XP

the other times i would prefer to stay at my room and think somethings. :>

well.. currently im praying harder that hari raya can falls on the same week with mooncake festival so that i can have 1 week holiday and i manage to go back to ipoh and meet with my buddies. im so miss them. especially, im so excited to heard that lily and libing would back to ipoh for 3days during mooncake fest. im hoping to meet with them again for so long time..

alright.. it's 2.25am now. it's time to take a good rest.

will update my blog again on the next time.

miss ya. :)

2010-06-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you…
My affection is real.
My love is real.
The moon represents my heart.

You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you…
My affection does not waver,
My love will not change.
The moon represents my heart.

Just one soft kiss
is enough to move my heart.
A period of time when our affection was deep,
Has made me miss you until now.

You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you.

Go think about it.
Go and have a look [at the moon],
The moon represents my heart.

2010-05-19T19:28:00.002+08:00

18.5.2010

yesterday was the 1st day of starting study.

i only have 2 class on yesterday.

that's intro to biz and principle of management..

so far.. this 2 subjects is okay but i would like to go for intro to biz class much more than principle of management. because.. this subject very relax. even can eat in the class. :DDD

BUT.. the 1st lesson already gotta do assignments.. T.T

dont really know what is it about but already need to do assignments and pass it up on June if i not mistaken. ==!!!

well.. i learned and know alot of new things in this subjects from the lecturer, mr.patrick. he's a funny and nice person. :)

on the contrary the lecturer of principle of management subject is damn strict. she also a quite boring person. doesnt know how to have fun and only know how to ask us memorize all the notes and shes going to ask us on the next class. omg. @@

moreover, every of the lecturer have different websites for downloading the notes.. everyday back to hostel also need do many works.. there's really no free lunch in U.. :S

alright. back to today.

19.5.2010

today i only have 1 class. that's cost accounting. so far this subject is okay and the lecturer is ms. sudha. XD

she's funny sometimes. :)

she teach us alot of things on today, the 1st lesson for cost accounting.

she managed to explain everything in detail.. altot im quite slow in absorbing but i be more understanding bout that. :D

the class ended at 11am.

when i out from the classroom then i got my mom's called. she said she has arrived at my college. woohoo.. im so happy to heard that and i cant wait to meet with her. ^^

my feeling on that time is like a primary sch student finish sch ready to back and see their parents standing outside and wait for them. the happy smiling face.. XDDD

i went to the car park and meet with her then v straight go to CIMB bank to open account for ptptn loan.

the most frustrated things happened.

when i went to the bank, i showed them my temporary ic, they said mine is kppk11 and they only accept the kppk09 temporary ic. they asked me to go jpn and get the kppk09 ic then only go back and open the bank account. alright then, v went to jpn, kota damansara. they said they coudnt give me the kppk09 ic, they asked me to go jpn, shah alam. omgoodness. more far. fine, v went there. spending half an hours to look for the jpn shah alam. it's in a complex. =X

v went there then they said, my kppk11 ic can use to open any bank accounts other than MBB. because there's only MBB not accepted and they said if CIMB bank still want me to show them the kppk09 then straight call to them-jpn shah alam. bla bla bla... after 20mins, v went to the CIMB bank which near the complex. because i dont have my original birth cert and passport, they refuse to help me open the account. mom straight meet with the manager of that branch and she said she try to help us check out whether can use photocopy documents to open account ornot. after half an hour, the manager came out and asked for mom's ic. after verified the details with mom's ic then she said im allowed to open the account. thanks god. luckily she said can, if she said cant then i gotta back ipoh and do that. = =

after 20mins.. i manage to settled everything. woohooo!!!^^

but.. v wasted 3hrs. T.T

i couldnt go out with my mom and bought something that i need. only can went to eat 2in1 - breakfast + dinner with her at 1 of the restaurant which located at dataran sunway.

after eating, v headed back to the hostel and she stayed around 15mins then she ready to back.

after she backed i just stay at hostel and rest as well as online. :P

well.. im planning to re-arrange my notes but im abit lazy to type it. however i gotta do it. maybe.. i will try to make it on tomorrow so that i manage to do my revision.

at the moment, im really need a printer. without the printer i couldnt do anything.

so.. i decided to buy a new printer with a value price.

will try to check it out on tomorrow. wish i could get one.

thats all for today. update again later. :)

Orientation Day.

2010-05-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

today is the orientation day of segi university college.

the briefing start from 9am to 12pm after that lunch and then continue at 2pm to 5pm for faculty briefing.

wake up at around 8am and went for bath after that get ready to go admin block to have a look on where is the orientation be held at.

of course im not the earlier but i think im still early than many others to be there but i had forgotten to register at the students service counter so from the 2nd level i gotta walk back to the admin block and queue up for registration. = =

however, im not so late. cause the orientation will only start at 9.30..

after a 3hours briefing finally there's a 1 and the half hours break.

lunch time..

everybody is going for a meal but me just busy for asking bout the ptptn matters and pass up the photo to student service counter for my student id.

well.. im still not so familiar with the places here. at last, i couldnt know where to get my free meal and i decided to walk back to my hostel and have biscuits in the room.

bo bin.. alone. is like that geh lorx. :(

around 1.35pm i walk to the right wings and look for the classroom that im going to enter.

there's nobody in the classroom. all are waiting outside so i just follow. it's so hot at the corridor. =X

wait until 2pm. everybody get into the room. v are waiting for the lecturer.

it's abit funny when she telling her name.

the lecturer is ms.sudha (ms.SUDAH). LOL

she requested not to call her as sudah but ms.sudha. hoho..^^

well.. she just need an hour to do the briefing. v can back early. it's 3pm. :)

during the faculty briefing, i met an indian girl. she's DV, from setiawan. perak lang. XDDD

she's my 2nd friend at college after my roommate. :D

alright..

now.. im gonna tell abit of my study.

i got my timetable.

what a good course i chosen. business admin.

6 subjects for the 1st semester.

everyday also have to go class. from 9am to 6.30pm (the latest time). i can only get my rest on saturday and sunday.

a really full time study. couldnt manage to go out for a part time job.

anyhow.. i really hope i could do it.

some of the subjects will be start on tomorrow and some of it will be start on next monday.

God Bless. Dad Bless.

after finish all the briefing i call to mom and asked her send me her payslip to the college.

well. after half hour she called back and told me that she will be coming to my college on wednesday. yeah!!^^

other than payslip i also asked her to bring along my things that i need to come here therefore i doesnt need to waste money and buy the same thing again. thanks mommy..^^

it's 9.40 now. i haven't have my dinner yet. im hungry-ing. wuwuwu.. T.T

hurhm.. tomorrow need to wake up at 8 again. there's another briefing from the vice chancellor of segi university college. after that the class will start..

urhm. thats all for today larx. is so tired and my mind confuse again. need to rest..

byeee.

i miss you, my darl.

2010-05-16T21:03:00.005+08:00

miss every of the sweet moment when v are together.

miss your hug.

miss your kiss.

miss your smile.

miss your warm.

miss your sweet voice.

miss to hold the hand with you.

miss to hug with you.

miss to kiss with you.

miss to hang out with you.

miss to chat with you.

miss to have fun with you.

T.T

all that i have for this moment is all the memories.

my loved one, i will be loving, missing and thinking you forever and ever.

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE HER LOVE FOR YOU.

2nd day at College.

2010-05-16T14:42:00.004+08:00

this is the 2nd day i be in college.

i found something at here.

that's, the students in this college are really weird enuff. they like to bang the things early in the morning. ==!!!

anyway.. it's non of my business. :P

hurhm.. new place, new bed.. couldn't sleep well. 7 something already wake up.

swam on the bed until 8 something then went for bath.

after that went downstairs and walk around at college.

around 11am, i decided to go One Utama.

so i walked to the bus station and take bus to 1U.

in my imagination, 1U is slightly looks alike like Sunway but when i stepped in the complex, i felt disappointed. = =

to me, im confused to walk at there.

yea. im correct on my 1st thinking. that's 1U very big but the others.. all wrong!

i lost at there. OMG. what a shame. :$

it's 1 something. im hesitate to walk there anymore. i decided to headed back to hostel.

well.. problem again. i doesnt know where to take bus. called and asked my friend and my roommate after that asked the security guard. finally.. i got the so called bus station. it's beside the road under the hot sun. ==!!!

i wait more than half hour under the sun to wait for the bus. thanks God. i arrived safely at my hostel after 20mins.

i am not planning to go out alone altot i still have few of the items havent buy. :(

my darl, the strong feeling came towards to me again.

if u are here with me, i wont afraid of anythings.

if u are here with me, i wont lost in the complex.

if u are here with me, i wont be so lonely and scary as well as worry.

if u are here...

I SO MISS AND NEED YOU.

it's 8.43pm now.

this noon after back from 1U then video called with puiyee until 5.35pm.

after that my roommate asked me want to go for dinner ornot so i just said okay and joined them.

v went to Cova. a building which opposite my college. v have our dinner there.

after dinner, back to hostel then i ready to take bath.

after bath until now i just stay on my bed with my laptop and my phone only. only these things could make me feel safe.

im so emo now.

i wish he is hugging me and beside me. im really so miss and need him.

i wish i could story my things to him. update my latest news to him every moment.

but i know. it's impossible.

when i miss him, need him, think of him.. my tears would drop. i couldnt stand for it or control the tears anymore.

actually.. im not that strong.

Another new study life.

2010-05-15T13:58:00.004+08:00

today is the 1st day i move to the hostel.

it's 15th may 2010.

im abit excited with that because this is the 1st time i stay alone at outside.

urhm.. my new life as well as my college study life would begin from here. there's a quite long journey too. 4 and the half years.

let's go to my room 1st.^^

so far..

the room is okay. air-cond also very cold. XD

just abit dirty. but the toilet / bathroom.. dark, abit dirt also and some more (i doesnt know hot to describe it. =X)

well the whole building of hostel, outside looks okay. but inside.. OMG. v are complaining that it's "ngap dap" and dirt. ==!!!

however, im glad that my family still manage to support me on living at here. not bad. im quite lucky as i still have a quite good room to stay. better than many other friends. hehe^^

well.. comes to my roommate. thanks God. she's a chinese girl from sabah. quite friendly and quite nice i believe that. :P

but unfortunately she's going to graduate and move out from here soon. hurhm.. after this dont know who will move in and share the room with me. dont know how's the next room mate.

well.. just ignore it.

let's goes to the next topic.

from my roommate, i manage to know there's only around 20-30mins from college to one utama. wow. im happy with that. quite near. hehehe

im thinking to go for a walk on tomorrow. could i make it? see how. XP

besides, i still owed few things at here. such as hanger, slipper for bath, pencil case, etc. maybe... will buy later when i hang out.

alright. so far that's the only thing i could tell bout my hostel.

hurhm.. my orientation day will be on this coming monday means that im gonna start study soon. ^^

so.. just wait the days to come lar.

now im thinking what to have for my lunch and dinner. should i go out? *thinking2*

well..

it's 6pm.

i wanna have my bath. im really surrender to the bathroom.

i spent 15mins to open the water but i failed to do it.

at last, i gave up and i went out for dinner with my roommate. thanks her and her bf for bringing me out to dinner.

it's 8 something. v backed to hostel. the college is so dark. it's scary.

at this moment, there's a superb strong feeling came to me. i felt i very very need you. i hope i can hug with u and u are beside me every moment. my mind is fulfilled with everything of you. im so so so need you. how much i wish you are here with me. ;(

once i entered my room i quickly get ready the things for bath. i only use the shirt that u gave me every night because only that could makes me feel the sense of security.

fine..

finally i manage to take bath under my roommate's teaching. (teach how to use the "latest" water heater)

well.. thats all for today

is gonna update again as well as posting the photos later.

bye.

IM MISSING YOU.

2010-05-04T22:16:00.010+08:00

liwen's back. :D

there's been a such long time not updated my blog.

urhm.. in fact i have alot of things want to tell but i dont know how to write it out.

there's too many things happened in a month.

im not so remember for the past so lets start from this month.

1st May

it's 5.45am early in the morning i went back to ipoh together with my cousin and her family. my cousin's aim to back ipoh is to visit my sis-in-law and her new born baby boy and my aim is just went back to get some documents for bank matters. Well.. im happy to meet that new born baby. Congrats to Venice and Mun cousin. urs boy is really cute. :D

besides, there's many things happened on this day. let me story one-by-one.^^

8am we had arrived at bercham safely and bro-in-law said wanna have dimsum as breakfast so v went and have dimsum at bercham area. after breakfast i went to grandma's house with mom and visit my sis-in-law and that baby. just stay for awhile then we headed home because im not free on that day. full booking. while on the way back home, mom and i was excited with the topic that we are talking bout and she went to a wrong way. that way is to kuala kangsar. omg. v forced to drive until k.kangsar's toll only can u-turn back. wasted 1hour and rm7+.. ==!!!

well.. thanks God. finally i arrived home at 11am something and just 20mins for me to stayed at home after that i went out with Mr.Jacky's gang. :P

our 1st station was Pikom PC Fair. im spotting for a new laptop bag and a wireless mouse. hang around in stadium for 1 and the half hours at last i just bought a wireless mouse from there. :S

out from stadium v went to Jusco. 1stly v planned to have a movie at there but the screen showed FULL and SOLD for all the movie. haiz~ forced to cancel lorx.

then v went to bowling and i also met my new friend there. he's Mr.Zul.. :DDD

after met with Zul, i joined Jacky's gang again because they had paid for me to play bowling. it was the 1st time i went for bowling. i dont want to play actually because i totally dont know how to play but since they had paid so if i not play then will waste the money so i just get the ball walk to the lane stand in front of it and throw the ball out. LOL

1st try. not bad. XD specially thanks to Mr.Jacky, Mr.Eugene, Mr.Leo and Mr.SotJ..^^

it's already 4 something if i not mistaken, i joined Zul and his gang so i left Jacky's gang at bowling centre. hehe.. paiseh nia. :P

v went to JJ food court after left bowling centre. v chat and eat at there. there's also someone learning chinese from me too.. hoho^^ it's funny and enjoy. XD

it's near to 6pm so v decided to say bye to JJ.

Mr.Zul sent Ms.Haida and Mr.Boon Jie back home then i hang out with him again.. hehe..

that time was raining heavily so v decided to go Parade. v had steamboat as our dinner at there after that v went to mcd drive-thru for McFlurry Oreo.. hahahas..

FULL FULL FULL.. so FULL.. lol

when arrived at menglembu, v decided to went for 1 more drink. hehe.. so v went to Bunga Raya. drink at chat at there until 11.45pm then Zul headed home and i went to Bkt Merah Curry House and joined Mun Fee's gang. LOL

drink until 12 something.. "san band" stayhome activities. hehehe

im fully spent my day at outside but not at home. XD

so enjoy..^^

1st of May.. couldnt forget bout it.. :P

here are some pictures^^

mine is the last 1.. 1st time play. result so far okay lorx.^^

im dreaming.. ==

message for ms.haida :)

learning chinese. LOL

Bowling + Steamboat + McD + Bunga Raya

1.5.2010

2nd of May

it's sunday. i went out with a friend from 12.30 until 5pm. after that when arrived at home, faster packed my things then ken vooi's mom came to fetch me to bercham, grandma's house. joined my cousin for dinner after that around 10.15pm v depart from ipoh and back to Klang. v arrived at Klang about 12 something. :)

3rd to 5th of May

there's nothing special for this few days. i just stay at home like normal. surf net, watch tv..

hurhm.. i have decided to study at Segi Uni College and i had went to registered. 11days later i will move to the hostel. new place, new environment again. a place that dont have TV, Astro, relatives and friends. a place that quite far away from the shops and complex. omg. it's abit inconvenience. however, i wish i could adapt the new environment as fast as i can. :)

urhm.. i think thats all for tonight. will update later. ;)

2010-04-15T19:49:00.002+08:00

last night went to mamak again..

chat with Jerry...

dont know why.. so natural i told her all the things.. ==!!!

but it's funny in our conversations.. XD

hurhm..

so fast.. i gotta back to a place that i feel very very comfort but abit dislike because it is not my own place from the beginning to the end.

im wondering hows my life would be, what would happen in the coming days when i be there.

im also wondering will i manage to get a part time job at there so that i can maintain my daily expenses.. T.T

im scare to go back to that place. i dont know why.

maybe not scare lar but abit unwill to leave ipoh because of some reasons.

however.. i still gotta leave.

anyways.. im happy with the days that i stayed here and there's many many many lucky and happy things happened but also few unhappy as well as unlucky things happened.

ehhhh..

thanks to BAO and JERRY for always accompany me go out.

also thanks to KOK WENG for treating me movie. XD

ALL THE BEST to you all and wish all of us could success in future.

(Bao, Jerry, KokWeng, Eugene, Tack, MunFee)

i will miss our yumcha time at mamak one.. :D

(ThingEng, KakHong, Kien, Edwin, Chow)

i also will miss our yumcha time at MoonRiver and McD.. hahas

hmmm..

im so miss him

i hopes to see him and be with him

but all that i could have now is only a word - DREAM.

i will remember every of the moment that i with you.

i will remember every of the word that u said.

i will remember all of you even just a little.

I LOVE YOU.

there's only another 15hours for me to stay..

byebye to everyone.

byebye to YOU. muacks.

byebye to my bed.

byebye to my streamyx.

byebye to my home.

byebye to my families. Take Good Care.

byebye to my best buddies. All The Best. See You.

byebye to Ipoh.

2010 SMKM Sport Day

2010-04-09T19:54:00.005+08:00

once again time passed so fast.

just a blink of eyes it's already the second week of april.

today is school sports day again.

early in the morning it's around 3am i already woke up and ready to go school with Jacky and Eugene to help red house do the preparations and decorate the things..

frankly telling that last year when i was the captain i also didnt wake up such early to do the things. = =

last year v do work so enjoy and so relax even teacher too because i helped them arranged everything.. :P

but this year.. because of the troublemakers... spoiled everything.. haiz~

v be at sch around 4am then straight started doing the things.

this year.. red house really no lucks. lose till so ugly.. actually quite "no face" also lar.

BUT

i know everybody already try their best in doing everything. so.. dont be sad mates. cheer up. you all already won in my heart and even teachers too.. the failure of today is a good experience for you all. it could grow you guys up in the future.. i will alwiz support u guys. no worries.

hurhm.. the only comment i wanna give this year is "NOT FAIR".. the end..

well..

besides.. recently.. there's few of the questions alwiz around me. it's all asking by others and i dont have answer for it.

- when u back KL?
- when u start study?
- where u decided to further study?
- why still havent back to KL?

all i duno how i wanna answer.. :P

midnight now..

just back from outside with friends. when i online, somebody asked me go to view a post at FB.

i damn it.

after viewed that, the "fire" come. keep on angry the whole night.

the war is just start.

wait and see lar idiot.

2010-04-04T12:15:00.002+08:00

today is Qing Ming Festival Eve.

usually.. my family is going to the graveyard on the actual day but dont know why this year abit curious. early jor 1 day.. but so far okay lar. maybe because the actual day is monday so there's alot of people going on today.

yesterday morning went to buy some new apparels for daddy.. few ringgit per thing but the total can cost 100+.. = =

mom bought daddy a new "bmw ez600" sport racing car and a new "gintell" massage chair.. LOL

i only chose 2 set of shirts, a pair of new sport shoes named "niki air", 1 set "gucci" wallet set, beers, passport and etc.. XD

damned frust this morning because late 15mins be there. everybody already finished praying at great-grandpa's grave and ready to go to grandpa's grave my family baru arrived.. = =

however.. at last still managed to pray at great-grandpa's grave.

after praying at great-grandpa and grandpa's grave then v went to daddy's grave. my finger scalded by the incense 2 times at daddy's grave.. PAIN! T.T

urhm.. tonight.. there'll be a big challenge for me. i need to face to 2 uncles and aunties to tell them about im decided to further study. im abit scare.. T.T

this morning when i saw my uncle, his face.. so horrible.. i called him, he didn't care me, just showed me a terrible black face.. OMG. scare scare arhhh.. T.T

dontknow what will happen on tonight.. >.<

BLESS ME!!! T.Tlll

nothing to do and stay at home.. miss him alot. keep on thinking and missing everything about him. dontknow what he doing right now.. how good is it if i can 24hrs be with him? *dream-ing, imagine-ing* = =

2010-03-31T09:02:00.003+08:00

对于在外地工作的人来讲可以回到自己的家乡是一件很开心的事...

我也是这么觉得.. 可是很多时候回到来要面对一堆的烦恼.. 感觉不这么开心..

今早.. 到婆婆家去见见她老人家.. 终于肯去见她们了.. 感觉一点放心因为不是很多人在哪儿.. 可以放松一点儿跟她聊天..

我很开心她还关心我在外头怎样.. 读书哪儿又怎么样.. 她是家里唯一一位长辈支持我到外地去读书.. 我很开心.. 其他的长辈都不想我到外地工作与读书因为他们说负担很重.. 要我留在这里读中六.. 我告诉他们我不想浪费时间我到外地读书我会自己搞定请他们放心我不会要他们为我付钱我会自己解决..（这时候眼泪已经夺眶而出了，婆婆告诉我不要哭先回家去万事都可以好好商量）

有没有人替我想过.. 中六很浪费时间.. 它是便宜可是如果我读不进我就完蛋了.. 一个12A的中五生读了两年中六到最后考不进搞到要拿回 SPM 的成绩来读大学.. 可笑吗？！

我知道在哪儿负担很重，我知道有时候你们是为我着想可是你们这么计较下去我岂不是读不成书了吗？想了这么久想来想去其实我自己还未真正确定要到哪里读书虽然说在精英大学报了名可是我还在想着那里对我来讲是否真的负担重了点？可是地点方便, 找工作也容易...

经过今天早上我知道你们已经对我死心不会再理我的事.. 对不起我令你们失望可是不要紧我只请求你们的原谅.. 你们不必为我担心我会好好照顾自己我读书的事我会自己搞好不会要你们为我太过烦恼.. 你们不帮我不要紧.. 我不会生气你们.. 请对我有信心.. 请相信我..

28.03.2010

2010-03-29T00:43:00.002+08:00

Finally.. Im NOT UNDERAGE anymore.. hahas..

finally.. my big day arrived.. XD

urhm.. im quite happy and dontknow what i wanna say.. LOLX

there's million of thanks i wanna tell to HIM. Friends. Siblings.

thanks for all the wishes and accompanied me.. =>

urhm.. 1st of all.. i wanna say thank you much to him for the birthday present. it's meaningful, memorable, wonderful and enjoyable.. thank you very much.. <3

2ndly.. i wanna thanks to all my friends, teachers and siblings who sent me the birthday wishes.. thanks much too.. :>

3rdly.. thank you for the few of them who accompanied to passed my birthday.. :D

thanks for yours time so much.. XD

i dontknow what else i can say.. XP

however i wanna say thanks again to all of u and specially thanks to HIM. Jerry. Terence. Jacky. Eugene. Natalie. Bao. WeiNam..

2010-03-28T02:09:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday...

2010-03-20T22:54:00.004+08:00

alone at home and listening to this 2 songs as well as thinking of you...

How do I get through one night without you

If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Please tell me baby
How do I go on

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

how do I live without you
how do I live without you baby
how do I live....

Ocean's apart
Day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice
On the line
But it doesn't start the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever?

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Oh, how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted
All the times
That I thought it would last somehow
I hear the laughter
I tasted the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby?
You've got me going crazy

I wonder how
We can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby?
You've got me going crazy

2010-03-20T09:26:00.008+08:00

there's been many days i didn't show my smile..

i couldn't manage to cheer up myself even a lil'..

My Loved One,

When I miss you, I would go through the texts that you sent.

When I miss you, I would go through our old conversations and I smile.

It's fun scrolling back to the text that you sent me.

It's fun when I re-read your texts.

I check my phone very frequently as for I wouldn't wanna miss a text from you.

Every moment I just miss and think of you. Think everything about you. Think every of the moments when I am with you. Think every happy and enjoy moments when we are together.

I do love you till the end of my life.

I do miss you till my brain, my mind, my heart decommissioned.

11:11am

there's somebody's phone rang.. the song were so familiar to me.. thats right here waiting for you.

the songs make me more miss you. i memorize back you sing the songs to me through voice call - right here waiting for you and how do i live without you. It's so sweet.. I (L) You..

2010-03-19T12:53:00.004+08:00

it's friday again..

when i c the cross on my calendar im wondering the days passed so fast..

it's now near to the end of March..

school holiday also gonna end soon..

and me.. will be going back on next week..

today.. my mood okay abit lurx.. is much better than yesterday but still not will to open mouth..

in my mind.. only thinking everything about him.

im so miss him..

hope everything will be fine after this long long week in this month.

2010-03-18T10:51:00.003+08:00

在这两个小时里面我有一种很强烈的自卑感
我无言
也不大想说话
只想静静地度过每一天
这个世界太过恐怖，太假，太不公平，太不能相信
难怪自从爸离开以后我为自己建立了那道冷冷酷酷的防墙
再一次
只有电脑让我觉得没有自卑感
只有电脑让我觉得电脑里面才是我的世界
只有电脑让我觉得开心
只有电脑才有我的世界
只有电脑才能让我安心
只有电脑才能让我舒解心中郁闷
电脑以外的东西都太现实了
对着电脑以外的东西太大压力了

前几个月，师父对我说我的运气在2010年开始会慢慢地越变越好，难道我现在的遭遇就是叫做越变越好?!
上天慢慢地静悄悄地把我的东西拿走
3年零10个月前它悄悄地把我最心爱的爸爸从我身边带走，不留一句话
3年零10个月后它又在悄悄地把属于我的东西拿走
明知我最重视我的前途偏偏要把它拿走
我越重视的东西它就越要把它们拿走
这3年多以来它带给我快乐，带给我痛苦，带给我开心到不知如何形容的生活同时间也带给我苦到不能言，伤心欲绝的生活...
请问几时才要放过我？
3年多以来我承受的苦，我承受的压力比任何人还要多
3年多以来它多次给我希望但也多次让我失望
曾经有一位死党告诉过我，他并不是像我们看得没有烦恼没有压力的人而是他把它藏在心里不会显现出来给其他人知道
我听后，开始慢慢地做到他讲的这句话
[不是像其他人看得没有烦恼没有压力而是我把它藏在心里不显现出来给其他人知道]
一只以来我都是个不喜欢讲话不喜欢出声的人
小时更被某些人说我有自闭症
我其实很想很想做会以前小时的我
可是这个现实的世界不允许
从今天(18.03.2010 上午 11:22am) 开始，我不会再像之前那样时常说话，我只会变得有问有答
从头到尾我都是一个不起眼的小家伙
即使我做再多的事，我做得再好，我得到再多赞赏那些也只是一瞬间的事，几个小时过后我又变回一个不起眼的人
所以我没必要做得太多
我只需做回我自己，做好我的本分，尽全力做好每一样我应该要做的东西
我的防墙永远不会倒而且我还会把它起得更高更稳固以保护我自己
在我的世界我只要我自己，我的前途，我的财富，我的家人，我的几个死党还有他
其他的什么都不重要

2010-03-18T09:31:00.007+08:00

不要再叫我读书

不要再叫我考试

因为

我连一个基本到极的基本安全措设考试也 "肥佬" 了

我是不是叫做 :"晤死都没用"

金虎年？？？衰虎年就有！！！ >.<

真的是火都来..

过年时去考 undang.. 39, 41, 39, 40.. 就是拿不到 42!

这个月拿 SPM 成绩... 看到都不想活...

接着就去考 NIOSH 那人竟然告诉我，我 "肥佬" 了

真的是 T M D!!! >.<

现在的我顿然觉得世界又多了一个废材那个就是我！！！ >.<

我已经对读书与考试完全失去了信心

请放过我

我的有很多很多无可对人言的压力

我就快撑不了

我很辛苦

没人能明白我

一个都没有

考试全都考不好人生的最大耻辱

很希望现在可以有个洞让我钻进去.. T.T

2010-03-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

ALL MY WISHES BREAK INTO PIECES!!! :'(

2010-03-12T14:32:00.003+08:00

finally..
result came out lurx..
freaking disappointed and unsatisfied with it.
teachers also get shocked with my result.
however.. thanks for teacher's and friend's calling and sms as well as caring..
the following problem i gotta solve is NS.
about this.. will be going to have medical check-up and see what can do..
recently.. i always feel like want fainted and always hard to breathe..
my "old friend" come back to me again..
2 days ago when i just finished bath and ready to out from the bathroom, suddenly.. everything gone into dark, hard to breathe and i cant stand steadily.. after 2-3 minutes.. wake up from that situation and then i quickly open the door and lying down on my bed.. it's so scary.. im wondering, if i really fainted in the toilet and nobody could know bout that then what will be happen??? =.=
besides.. im also looking for some part time jobs so that i can earn some extra money for my expenses during study time but what can i do?!
other than facing the computer i dont know everything.. T.T
anyone could help me or give me some ideas??? =[

apart from that.. today i went to NIOSH for attending a safety briefing course with my company's co-workers. it started at 8.45 until 11.30am after that have an exam at 12pm. there are only 10 questions for the exam and i will got a NIOSH pass if i got 5 corrects for the paper. the exam is asking about general safety questions. after the exam ended then v headed back to office and v arrived at office at 2pm. hopefully i could pass the exam if not im going to re-sit the exam :S

besides, this noon when i opened my mailbox i read a mail which sent by digi.. im so happy when i see that because they are going to launch iPhone and now starting pre-order. i on the spot click the related link and fill in my details for booking my dream phone but after that i read their terms and conditions, they said the one who buy iPhone must be at 18.. im still underage.. still have 2 weeks to go.. besides, their launching date, pricing and everything havent confirm yet.. T.T
it's abit disappointed too because i tot i could manage to change it before my birthday.. so how now?! :(

however.. hopes everything is gonna be okay soon.. im exhausted on all these things..

"God, I need a delightful trip.." =.=

in fact, who am i?

2010-03-09T21:46:00.003+08:00

friends always say im a girl that dont have childhood.

actually, i do. only that my childhood different with them. their childhood were like living in a dream world / cartoon world but my childhood were living in a very real world. it's like the people acting in the drama - TVB Drama stories.

they all passed their time with their toys but most of my childhood time were passing with my daddy, ladybirds story books (Whole Series), kindergarden study corner's story books and kindergarden's teachers (Malay, Indian, Chinese).

*Im totally forgotten all of these after my dad passed away. Only tonight i memorise it.

friends always say im "expert" in spending money. RM100 pocket money for 1 month or 2 and the half weeks but i managed to finish these money within 3 days. money being spent but dont know spent it on where.

actually im not like that. before this i always keep my money save it in my piggy bank and bank account. 1 week i could save quite lot money but that happened when i was in std.3 - form 1.

*It had been change after my dad passed away. cause i always not enough money to use. even i save alot at last i will spend all..

friends always say Li Wen is so rich.. Li Wen dont have anything but have alot of money.. Li Wen dont mind..

actually im not too. just that i will to spend when i with friends such as eating or buying some things that need or meaningful. i admit my families are rich. but u could pay attention on what im telling. im telling my families are rich but not me okay. their money is not my money. they rich is not mean that im rich.

*they rich, they powerful, they give me alot of things at the same they also take away many things from me.

once ago.. i heard someone told me.. there's few teachers compare my cousin and me at office. they said both of us are totally different and couldnt be compare.

of course~ im "study's material" and they arent. how come they can compare with me? they have money but i have knowledge. please do understand that im not trying to be arrogant or what but this is the true. however im glad to heard that. it make me feel very happy and also more confident to myself to do anything.

*im not as clever as others, as good as others or as expert as others in studies but at least i still manage to complete my secondary school life and ready to further study at an university college.

i remember.. when im in form 1 and ready to go form 2.. one day, a teacher talked to me.. she said : "Li Wen, 1st time i came to this school u were so good. u were the best students among all of them. u will to learn, will to study, will to ask when u dont know something.. but do u feel u change alot compare to last time and now? i do really feel that u change alot. li wen, do think back last time. i hope u will turn back to last time. cant become the best but at least u become the good one."

*since teacher told me that until now.. i always think bout that.. i keep it in my mind and always use it to remind myself.

25/05/2006 - the worst day for me. it seems to be the end of the world for my life. my beloved daddy passed away. he left us without telling 1 word. im liked getting mad on that time. he left me alone. i felt i have no more protection with me in a sudden. im growing up and being strong in a night. many people couldnt understand me since that night. im so cool to them. nobody could come into my life other than him and few of my best buddies.

my cousin told me im totally became another person. im not the tangliwen that they know. i change alot until they couldnt recognize me, they couldnt know me. i said i didnt change. im still the same.

*actually, i really change alot just that i dont want to admit, i dont want to face the truth.

after my daddy passed away.. i really change alot like what they said.. i own few characters in front of the people and i only show the real me in front of him and some of my buddies as well as in front of my laptop, the computer world. i like to online i like to surf net because i could write whatever i wanna write i could do whatever i wanna do without any disturbing.

in fact, i have many things to tell but i dont know how to express it.

i think i better stop at here.

my title : in fact, who am i?

*until now i still dont know who am i. i also not so clear on what im writing. im blur-ing.. >.<

Government gave me a big present on my big day..

2010-03-06T09:54:00.003+08:00

NS Batch 2..

i have been selected to attend the 2nd bath for Nasional Service and the camp located at Langkawi, Kedah.. All my friends chosen to attend camp at ipoh area or perak area.. only me being send to so far away.. ==!!!

between.. the register day is fall on 28th March.. what the.. it's my big day crazy!!! :@

however.. i will not be going..

freaking miss the enjoyable school time..

long time didnt carry the bag and go school lurx..

now..

is time to get ready to carry the bag again but this time im not go to school anymore but i go to college and start a new life..

between.. what bag i should buy for my new college life???

Body Gloves again?!

actually im so in love with body gloves bags.. designs quite nice.. hoho^^

well.. will go and have a look at shops that sell bags.. hope could pick a favourite 1.. :P

hurhm.. i thinks that all for today.. will back and continue after somewhile.. :)

2010-02-19T23:49:00.009+08:00

a night..

a non sense post..

back to ipoh already a weeks more and something is reminding me it's time to back to Klang.

yesterday early in the morning went for undang test. huhu~~ I FAILED!

WTF!!! after that morning i already less talking but since yesterday i failed to do in my undang test i became speechless and there's no chance for me to say anything. FUCK!

last night.. went out for dinner with my mom's family.

this morning 6 o'clock start the journey to back Klang..

SORRY TO U GUYS WHO I PROMISED BUT DIDNT OUT AND HAVE A DRINK WITH U ALL... SORRY...

Will Try To Out On The Next Time I Back Ipoh.

arrived at home around 8 something..

online and sleep until 7 something then went for dinner at bro in law's parent's house.

after dinner went back home and online again..

someone took me a bottle of KAMPAI...

dont know why i dislike it. freaking bitter..

that night.. not sleepy at all.. missing somebody like crazy..

tomorrow 7am need go work.. work as??? i dont know!

this is the worst chinese new year that i even celebrate. im not who im. doing nothing.. missing.. losting my way..

*knock-ing*

is there anybody can tell me what am i doing and what i wanna do as well as what im thinking of to do???

T_T

Chinese New Year Eve

2010-02-13T21:44:00.003+08:00

today is chinese new year eve..

tomorrow is the 1st day of chinese new year (14th feb) it also valentine's day..

how do u guys celebrate this day??? celebrate with family or with ur lover or all celebrate together??? sure u guys very happy and enjoy.. =)

urhm..

already back to ipoh few days.. quite busy.. LOL

because many friends ajak me to hang out with them.. and also spent alot.. T_T

but nvmd lar.. most important is happy and enjoy^^

besides..

i already started to received angpau from the eldest since 10th.. hohoho... XDDD

the first and "biggest" angpau is from my bro-in-law.. XD

2nd is from my god mother, 3rd from my 3rd aunt, 4th from yau gor, 5th from 4th uncle and the 6th is from my 2nd uncle.. hehe..

wish i can get more angpau start from tomorrow till the 15th day.. hahahas...

on the other hand i also got a chinese new year gift from someone.. *happy-ing* XD

THANK YOU VERY MUCH! <3

superb treasure the time at ipoh.. feel not so enuff.. coz just stay here for 1 week..

urhm...

still remember that last year i bought alot of apparels.. from the 1st day wear till the 15th day also hvnt finish wearing that.. at last.. the shirts keep until clean the cupboard and give to my sister.. >.<>

but this year i wont lurx. this year.. just bought few collar tee and 1 long jeans for chinese new year.. 1st time celebrate my chinese new year like this.. lol

other than that some ppl asked me "liwen, how u celebrate ur valentine's day?"

my answer is all the same "Valentine's day??? no lover how to celebrate valentine's day??" LOL

so far.. in my memories.. i x pernah celebrate valentine's day.. normally.. just stay at home like normal. ntg so special. =)

however.. i also wish all who have their lover may forever together and have their happiness..

to those who dont have their lover, just find ur friends and hang out or go celebrate.. LOL

CHINESE NEW YEAR.. Chinese New Year of Year 2010 is my most free and happy cny because got so many activities and so many places to go. no need just stay at grandma house... boring till i die.. ==!!!

im gonna RUN! RUN! RUN! run out from that boring place... XDDD

so... okay lar.. thats all for tonight.. still got lotsa things to do.. continue tomorrow. XD

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

2010-01-30T10:52:00.005+08:00

hi bloggie and buddies..^^

im back again.. hehes..

hmm.. today is Sat.. still have working but only half day after that wanna go to K.L. shopping.. yahooo^^

mood quite nice.. XD

actually today is company annual dinner day.. sis told me that this year abit different because we are not going to dinner at seafood restaurant but we are going to Jogoya for buffet dinner.. it such a nice place and good idea to have buffet dinner.. ^^

we will off 1 hour early today and go K.L. early..

we planned to go Sg.Wang for shopping.. =)

i also planned to meet Kow at there because she's working there right now but unfortunately she dont have rest time so will see how later.

below is my schedule for today :-

around 1pm go K.L.

shop at Sg.Wang

dinner at Jogoya

have our entertainment at Neway

a short story of new life at Klang.. =)

2010-01-18T10:56:00.006+08:00

Buddies.. Im back.. =D

sorry..

have no time to blogging for quite a long time..

so far im at Klang, Selangor right now and im fine. no worries everbody.. :)

sometimes im quite busy at here.. after working damn tired and i sleep quite early nowadays so i have no time for blogging..

time passed unknowingly.. i be at klang already 3 weeks. im quite happy and enjoy to stay here..

monday to friday working after that back home dinner and rest.

saturday is half day after working sometimes will hang out to somewhere with my cousin.

sunday normally will hang out with my cousin and her family..

every evening of sat and sun will send my cousin's children to S.C.C. for swimming lesson.. stay there accompany they all and see them swim.. quite enjoy and funny.. :D

urhm.. some of them asked me already buy apparels for CNY or not.. well.. so far.. havent start buying yet because havent get salary ma.. lol

i have few items need to buy 1st after got my salary.. but so far i dont think enough money for me to buy.

so.. maybe got 1 or 2 items need to be postponed to next month or March lar.

anyway i hope what i want can come to me within this 3 mths lorx =)

dont u all feel curious that why i can blogging at this time??

hahas..

because my work have done and im quite free now so i can drop by to say hello to my blog and my buddies lorx.. XD

besides.. i have decided the date that i back ipoh but i havent buy the ticket yet. if cant get the ticket then maybe my cousin and bro-in-law will fetch kv and me back ipoh..

i bliv that my friend has plan alot of activities for me when i back ipoh.. i think i wont be boring like last time when i back ipoh.. hehe

thus.. get ready friends.. i will be back to u all few weeks later.. hahas

so.. okay lar.. thats all for this latest post. will try my best to blog after this.. :)

goodbye and see ya.. XD

2009-12-25T20:13:00.002+08:00

this noon went to ipoh parade with few of my friends.

accompanied 2 of my friends to interview at Besta as salesgirl but they just hire 1 person.

saw the same "aqua".. the 2nd time i saw him at parade. tht day he dressed like a pink lady and today he dressed like sailormoon.. OMFG. wanna vomit.. =O

after interviewed, v walk around in parade. buy some stuffs.

headed home.

quite lazy and busy.

i still havent do the packing and havent inform my family tht im going to leave on sunday. OMG.

thts all for today. quite lazy to blog lurx.

bye.

2009-12-24T16:50:00.003+08:00

finally..

manage to have a peaceful time for me to blog...

im quite busy in the past few days..

friday, saturday and sunday

i was busy for my cousin's wedding...

part time photographer.. LOL

busy to help to prepare for the things.

buffet dinner, married day and wedding dinner.. 3 days 3 nights..

monday rest.

tuesday is a big day for all the chinese. it's a day tht more important than chinese new year.

it's Winter Solstice Day.. a special day... v eat the dumplings with sweet soup on this important day.

wednesday went to feew banks for asking about the study loan. attended huihui's birthday party. hang out at night.

thursday... TODAY..

went out for lunch. accompanied friend to have her lunch. back home rest. night.. maybe hang out for christmas countdown.

friday.. prepare all the things for heading to Klang.

Saturday.. last day for packing my things..

sunday morning went to get scholarships. noon double check all the things. evening heading to Klang by bus.

FULL???

LOL

tiring... Zzz

there's 3 more days.. after this will gonna leave ipoh for few mths... T.T

im a homesick person.. haiz.. =(

i miss all of u here.. especially... =X

2009-12-17T11:32:00.002+08:00

15.12.2009

Crazy BBQ Night.

this day was our Celebration Night.

V celebrate for the end of SPM 2009 and Kow, KV and MF's birthday as well as Farewell...

what a crazy thing they did.. throw the cake to each other.. my goodness..

im the 1st person who kena the cake frm teo li li after kow.. @@

my face... just did the facial treatment okay.. =X

after tht... kow.. throw the cake to my hair.. arhhhh.. my hair also just did the treatment lehhh.. =(

anyway... most important.. HAPPY.. lol

after finish throwing... i started my work... clean the things.. they all continue with playing water balloon..

after settled everything.. i took my bath, wash my hair.. my goodness.. still have a strong smell of the cream.. =(

after bath... rest awhile.. went out to have a drink with friends until 2.30am... LOL

after back home.. online again... upload the photos to Facebook.. online till 3.30am off then sleep at 3.45am.. :)

16.12.2009

Happy Shopping Day.. Happy Hang Out Day.. Happy Que Mis Day.. ;D

it's wedensday..

mom off today..

morning 10 something v went to station 18 to took bck our long pants after that went to TNC for breakfast and then v went to bercham..

v go around all the boutique near PBB Bercham and look out for sis's dress..

bought quite lot of apparels.. spend much money.. >.<

after few hours walked at there.. felt tiring.. v decided to bck.

long time didnt hang out like today with mom after she got her new job... quite enjoy and happy.. :)

17.12.2009

another hang out day.. =P

(morning)

hang out later..

today.. my main aim for hanging out is looking for a white long trousers.

I need it on Sat.. hopefully i can get it on today...

2009-12-15T00:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to KOWKOW...

MooooOoooOooo~

make a wish...^^

dont know how many happy birthday i had told u.. LOL

anyway...

dai gor lui lurx.. must know how to take good care of urself and ur parents ad lar..

dont like last time like that liao lar.. must change to be more mature okay..

wish u all the best ya.. ;D

Finally... Exam over...

2009-12-15T00:12:00.002+08:00

have been a long time didnt update my blog... :P

finally.. exam had over.. ^^

today is the last day for SPM examination.

altot SPM bring me alot of nightmare but it also bring me alot of good and wonderful memories in my life..

there's alot of wonderful memories and happens during SPM... it's uncountable..

in my heart... i have alot of things wanna tell but i couldnt manage to do that.. dont know why..

everything keeps in my heart..

anyway.. wanna tell.. friends... u all are alwiz in my heart.. i'll rmb u all and days at sch.. =)

today after sch.. went to prepared for the bbq foods.. after that bck home rest until 4pm then went to medan gopeng bus station with ken vooi for buying tickets to Klang.

finally.. had decided everything but not about study..

this night went out to have a drink with friends. 1stly tot wanna go mamak stall.. who knows they wanna go "tong shui gai".. well.. after went there to have a drink then v went to ipoh parade.. OMG. liwen went to parade with slipper, sport track and babymilo t-shirt.. LOL

1st time go shopping complex like this.. friends are laughing at me.. XD

after reached parade.. me and bao went to buy a piece of birthday for our friend - kow.. at last v chose a chocolate dontknow what thing.. (but it seems nice and tasty) LOL

it's 10pm.. it's time to back..

v didnt straight bck home.. v went to mamak stall for next round.. LOL

it's not so ec to wait until 11.30pm.. hahas..

after tht bao took the chocolate cake frm his car.. this kow still dont know anything... she just keep on laughing at her seat until jerry light up the candle..

v sang for her a birthday song and gave her the best wishes.. she was so touch.. almost cry.. hahahas...

this is what a friend should do.. i guess.. XDDD

2mrw will have a BBQ party organize at my home.. everybody please enjoy and dont bck so early.. accompany me until i feel tired and sleepy okay.. TQ.

lastly...

happy birthday kow...

all the best.. =]

im so so so miss you...

what are u doing now??? @@

Recently...

2009-11-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

recently..

there are a lot of things in my mind.

the main thing is after SPM...

2nd is to plan for the coming months..

haiz~ damn vexed :(

met with the counsellor on sunday night for getting informations about further study to Singapore.

she gave me a few suggestions and places to choose.

Singapore, Australia and New Zealand =X

Aus and NZ quite far... =|

haiz~ dont know how lar.. so confused now :((

well.. anyway.. forget it dulu..

tallk bout today. 24th.

cant get today's ticket.. haiz~ quite sad and disappointed... :(

hang out for lunch this noon after that went to bercham because wanna sent my mom something after that dinner at mom's workplace. Lily was the one who fetched me there. TQ.. Kow was the one who accompanied us^^

v have been serve with BIG cheese prawn, vege, fishballs and LALA~ hehehe

quite full.. XP

after dinner.. v went to JJ and bought the movie ticket. finally.. i got it.. XDDD

2012.. im coming.. hehehe..

freaking exicited.. LOL

tomorrow.. after add maths.. straight go to JJ for movie.. YAHOOOOOOO~~~ XDDD

2009-11-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

my blog has been abandon by me long long time.. LOL

urhm.. sometimes i have nothing to post but sometimes im superb lazy to post :P

well..

SPM and STPM exam already start.

in the past 11 days...

only the day before exam v started our revision.. burning midnight oil.. LOL

on the 1st day of exam..

woke up early in the morning and morning call my friends so that they manage to wake up. LOL

BM papers... duno how to do.. :(

SJ paper 1.. tembak oni.. ==!!!

this morning..

friend morning call me at 4.30am..

woke up and study for BI until 5.45am...

6 something went to breakfast and 7am like tht went to school.

today's papers are BI and SJ paper 2..

BI.. essays.. not so okay... paper 2... some parts not so confident with the answers that i wrote.

bck sch at noon for SJ paper 2.. OMG. what the.. duno how to answer the questions other than giving opinions... Sigh! >.<

however.. forget about it. it's over.

now it's time to rest.

later only study again.. XP

6th November 2009

2009-11-06T14:23:00.002+08:00

"The wise one, may I be excused for any shortcomings on my part that may have been uncautiously committed by me, by speech, thought or body."

Finally... the day had arrived..

the whole week.. i went to school with a leaden heart.

especially today... the feeling was freaking strong.

there's a Graduation Ceremony being held on this morning (time) at SMK Menglembu School Hall.

the ceremony is full of happiness and sadness..

Time passed unknowingly..

a 12 years primary and secondary school life being end up on today.

today.. is the last day for us to be in the school.. i saw smiles but also tears..

I recall having been in this school to start my secondary study when im 13 years old.

5 years secondary school life passed unwittingly.. now i already 17 years old.

today is the last day. After 12.. my secondary school life would really end up.

this is the fact. v must face to it. cant skip it.

hoos~ dont even know how to express my feeling lar.. Y_Y

To ALL My Dear Friends..

THANKS for giving me a chance to wrote urs souvenir albums and also THANKS that u all left me urs details and messages in my souvenir album.

Im glad to know and to met all of u in my life.

thats how wonderful i have u all in my life..

Although sometimes v had fought with each other of some small matters but i hope on this big day, together v delete all this bad memory, incidents and just remember the good and wonderful moment that v had. okay?! ;)

WELL...

u all are my part of memories. would never be delete from my memories.

i hope u all too never delete me from urs memories.

FRIENDS...

please forgive me if i had done something wrong before or i done something that hurt u all. sometimes i could found it on myself but sometimes i really dontknow that i had done something wrong or hurt others.

FORGIVE YA.. :-]

To ALL My Teachers...

Im not sure whether u all will read my blog and see this post or not but i'll still write it at here.

LiWen is here to THANKS u all for taught her alot..

there's many times she done something that made teachers felt angry, disappointed and others..

but u all keep on forgiving her, not give her up, keep on encourage her, inculcate her, will to teach and help here and many others. it makes LiWen feel grateful to all of u and also guilty with what she had done to u all...

"Im here to tell SORRY and THANKS to all my beloved teacher.

Please forgive me for the wrong i had made.

Thanks because of urs praises. urs applauds. urs helps. urs supports. urs teaching & guidance.

LiWen will remember teachers's advices & doctrine forever and ever."

Im Glad to Met, to Know and to Have ALL of You!

To my friends, you all help me alot and always be with me, support me as well when i have difficult. Thanks for being my Friends!

To my teachers, you all taught me alot, not give me up. I am grateful to teachers that you all had done. Really THANKS ALOT!!!

besides..

feel freaking frustrated and wasted because there's lot of teachers and friends i didnt take photo with. i have no enuff time.. T.T

so sad.. so bad.. :(

well..

tonight will go steamboat at MP with friends and teachers after that v go sing k.. hehe^^

ENJOY-nye~

i love it..

hehehe^^

thats all for today. i want go take a nap and later on prepare for tonight... XDDD

Bye lorx :D

P/S : Thanks ......... and Tiger for the presents.. :)

THANK YOU. FRIENDSHIP FOREVER. KEEP IN TOUCH. REMEMBER ME.

2009-11-05T22:45:00.002+08:00

today v stay back at tapak perhimpunan for a short briefing for SPM.

1stly.. HM yg berucap adn then Tn.Haji after that Mr.Tan and lastly was Mr.Wong Pek Wei..

after that v went back to class to study the last lesson - P.Moral then v went to mini hall for the pray section until recess time.

after recess... v arranged tables and chairs for the coming exam.

now... all the classroom have been locked and will reopen on 18th Nov. 1st day of SPM.

well.. once again~

time passed very very fast...

tomorrow will be the last day..

all of us are freaking unwill... T.T

and..

im freaking tired...

i cant stand anymore..

i dont know how to express my feeling but i feel im not so okay now..

well..

i have no mood to continue with my post.

thats all for today..

2009-11-04T19:48:00.002+08:00

oh yeah.. finally.. v got our shirt for graduation day on yesterday noon..

at 3:16pm when i was reading newspaper on sofa.. suddenly.. i got a call from Yos Uniform..

the staff asked me to go and collect our class shirt...

yay!! on the spot i called to lily and she came and fetched me there..

finally.. lily have U-turn ad. LOL

the 1st eye i saw the shirt, it's so small and i tot it's my classmate 1. who knows.. when i saw the staff holding a piece of cloth that wrote my name.. i looked dumbfounded... my friend keep on laughing at me.. but after she read her measurement.. same as me.. LOL

on the spot v decided to go Hang Ten to buy a white singlet for the shirt... in fact, it should be call as jacket.. ==

once i reached my home.. called to my classmates and asked them to come over and collect their shirt. they tried at my home from 6pm - 10pm.. 4 hours..

before they be at here, my room already in a clutter.. after they tried the shirts.. they threw anyway whenever there's a space.. OMG.. the room became more messy room.. LOL

but.. nevermind.. so fast i clean up everything.. hehe^^

and all the shirts are damn short!!!

after trying and discussing.. v made a decision..

went to Tesco Station 18 and have a look for the singlet but unfortunately that.. tesco dont have white singlet..

well..

they backed here with empty.

then... v discussed again...

v made another new decision..

around 10 something.. v went to mamak stall yumcha.. LOL

this morning..

went i went to school..

...

there's such many things happened. i will not going to tell..

however.. after perhimpunan.. everything settle.

thanks god!

and then v went to mini hall for graduation ceremony rehearsal.

the rehearsal was quite successful...

after rehearsal went to canteen with my friend after that v backed to class and start making our brooch.

so far everything is okay right now..

now.. im worrying about...

haiz~

when i saw my shirt.. i feel frust on its length.

DAMN!

the shirt was totally out of my imagination and expectation.. ==

just left 2 more days..

after this..

dont know what will happen what will change..

damn annoyed.

2009-11-01T22:44:00.003+08:00

as usual..

woke up early in the morning..

went to ipoh garden and grandma's house.

when waiting for my siblings to finish their computer study at grandma house, v watched Where Got Ghost together.

to me.. this movie is not as funny as they said.

after i watched this movie i found that i had no feeling with all the cinema movies. no matter it's funny, horror or others.

is that my problem?! i think so.

well.. after finish watching the movie ngam ngam hou bro called me. it's time to join them at Re2.

aunt is the one who fetch us back home. wait for her coming about 10 mins at Re2.

after she fetched us v didnt straight back to home. 1stly, she sent me, my youngest sis and my cousin to her shop.

cousin work there. i went for a facial treatment and sis went for a hair treatment at there :D

around 4pm sis went for taekwando lesson and i continue with my facial treatment till 5 something near to 6pm. few weeks not go for facial treatment lurx..

today after treatment my face is glowing as per normal now.. =D

like this feeling much.. huhu^^

after back home...

online.

dinner.

online.

bath.

online.

XDDDDD

now..

11.06pm..

supper time..

mom just bought me roti canai.

wanna enjoy my supper lurx.

bye. nightz. ^^

2009-10-30T21:44:00.004+08:00

Finally...

Our 5S3 website had been done at 9.40pm.

Everyone.. CLICK HERE to drop by and comment about it :)

urhm..

back to today..

today's mood quite bad.

maybe there's too many thing happened in a day and i feel exhausted, annoyed and tension!

besides..

graduation ceremony is just around the corner..

everyday i also see 3 classes doing their rehearsal at class.

different songs different voices bring different mood but same sadness.

today.. i heard upper six sang Melody and 5s2 sang We Will Meet Again...

I felt aching...

next wednesday.. the whole form5 and upper six will have rehearsal at hall and next friday will be the formal graduation ceremony...

aiks~ unwilling to leave school...

anyway.. still need to face to the fact~

HEADACHE larrr.. :(

bad!

urhm... i think thats all for today.

bye.

2009-10-27T20:35:00.002+08:00

tuesday. tuesday.

nothing special on this day.

just feel quite busy and seems there's still alot of things havent settle yet.

my goodness!!!

so many things do till the half way..

arhhhhh!!! trouble. vexing.

anyway. leave it. now is the time for me to relax.

wanna movie now. hehe^^

bye bloggie ;P

2009-10-26T22:26:00.002+08:00

a relax, enjoy, happy, satisfied monday. XD

wish every monday also can like today but.. v just left 1 more week at school.

v just have 1 more monday to be like today.

quite unwill and sorrowful.

it means v will gonna end the secondary school life on next Friday.

next week will be a busy week to us. should be no lesson on next week.

some of the teachers and form5 students will be busy in preparing for the graduation ceremony.

well..

today...

after back from school took a nap till 5.45pm and then woke up take bath and get ready for going dinner at a temple.

10 something v back from temple.

and once i reached home on the spot turn on pc. online. LOL

damn tired right now.

thats all for today. nightz.

Nine Emperor Gods Festival

2009-10-25T00:32:00.005+08:00

well..

when u see the pau is a tortoise shape then u'll know/being reminded that Nine Emperor Gods Festival come again :D

this festival was quite important to all the chinese and it also an interesting festival among all the festivals. am i right?! think so. XD

fine..

today.. i was happy because finally i could go to pray for this festival at Dong Tin Gong and Tow Bow Keong. oh yay!! thats great. i wait it for a long time :P

this noon i went there with my mom and my youngest sis. i had made a wish to 9 Emp. Gods :)

hopefully my wish will come true.

it's really hot and i keep on sweating till my jeans also get wet. OMG.

can u imagine how hot is that?! >.<

the situation of Dong Tin Gong still okay but Tow Bow Keong was really crowded.

cant bear with the smokes. my eyes was pain and my tears gushed out from my eyes..

however.. still will bear till the end of my praying :P

after prayed mom bought me handstrap of 9 Emp. Gods fest which i hope for long time at Tow Bow Keong^^

Happy.. hehe

below are some pictures to share :D

2kg's tortoise pau^^ special order :)

the normal 1.

Nice?! i found Tow Bow Keong 1 more nice but this more tasty.

RM48 per set. RM90 1 pair... >.<

these are what v used to pray this noon.

quite crowded...

this is my handstrap. XD

love it much^^

thats all for today.

End.

2009-10-23T20:25:00.002+08:00

the 4th friday of Oct.

as usual.. went to school this morning.

but i woke up late than the other days.

however.. im still able to be at school punctually ;P

urhm..

there's prinsip perakaunan extra class this noon.

12pm - 2pm

but i skipped the class.

damn lazy to attend the extra class..

anyway.. will attend on next friday.

today after back home then took bath after that mom came home and went out to buy something with her then v went to the siam temple to see the siam master.

what he spoke was accurate. but some i dontknow because that thing havent happen yet.

and i will just tell some at here because some are secrets so im not going to talk bout that ;P

sifu told me that my health not good, alwiz complain bout my health and have the feeling of lazy, tired, here pain there pain and he asked me to do more exercise.

yea. he's true.

i should follow what he said, thats.. do more exercise. i know im lack of exercise but.. i dont have a good time as well as a good chance to do exercise.. @@

besides, he also told me that my study is good in this 3 years, means 2009, 2010 and 2011..

and my luck also very good in this 3 years. happy to heard that from sifu. :D

well..

thats all i can tell here :)

gotta stop this topic.. XP

alright. lets back to today's school's happening.

in fact there's nothing happen just some funny things between my add math teacher and me.

well..

this teacher.. really dont know how to describe him. LOL

he alwiz busy in knowing our partners.

everytime when he enter my class sure he'll ask where's ur love one?!

OMG. teacher... i dont have lar.

then he will ask me really??

then he will laugh and went out to the other classes.

after a moment he will enter the class again and then ask the others. after that out again, back again and ask me again..

LOL.. he's really cute and funny.. XD

and today he ask me.. why i so lonely? where's my partner? and asked me back home and post something on my wall at FB.. thats "Im so Lonely"...

haiya! my goodness. teacher.. i really speechless ad.. xDDD

well..

im looking forward on tomorrow..

tomorrow.. i really want go to pray at the Nine Emp. Gods Temple and make a wish to Nine Emp. Gods.

no more excuses to stop me to go there >.<

hurhm.. i think thats all i want post today..

sigh! tagged again.. @@

2009-10-22T22:15:00.002+08:00

Answer the tag and post it on ur blog and then add 1 question after that forward to 10 person. u may tag who had been tagged before. inform them that they had been tagged by u. after finish writing the tag go to inform that guy who tagged u that u had finished. must write if not ur happiness will gone. if after write this will get happiness.. i will to write no matter how many..

1. name : joyce.liwen

2. birthday : 28.03

3. who forward this to u : niphel

4. name 5 of ur best friends : natalie . lily . niphel . elric . edwin

5. what u want for ur bday present : surprised / new phone / new watch / my dreams come true

6. recently's happiest things : got a few

7. recently pressure : graduate stuffs . SPM . future and some others

8. what u want to be in the future : businesswoman

9. do u have person that u like : sure

10. will u look for ur teachers during alumni association : sure i will.

11. hang out with who is the happiest thing : he & friends

12. if 2 of ur friends argue: dont know what to do

13. where u want to go when hang out with ur lover : anywhere also can as long as can be with him

14. what u want to do when christmas : countdown?!

15. want to celebrate christmas with who : lover

16. 有沒有起床气 :what is this?!

17. how many siblings do u have : 5

18. which song u like the most (female) : dont know leh. all also nice songs.

19. which song u like the most (male) : got alot

20. what colour do u like : red & white

21. will u flush before use the toilet : urhm.. will flush after but not before

22. do u love me : love who? love u?! omg. sure not.

23. do u like male or female : male

24. what u want to shout out loud : iloveu. imissu. iwantu. and i want alot of money!

25. dare to go toilet at midnight : yea

26. will u take off ur pant when u go toilet : stupid question!

27. who owe hit : dontknow

28. nowadays what do u crazy about : urhm.. crazy in missing somebody

29. sleeping look nice or not : how i know

30. the time now : 10.58pm

31. isnt it dislike the person who forward u this tag : okay lar. jimui ma.. everytime also she forward to me de lar :S

32. weight : 45kg

33. today's weather : cloudy

34. do u pregnant : 100% impossible

35. what u want to do if u win a lottery : buy what i want to buy . do what i want to do . use the money to make my dreams come true

36. an activity of the undergraduate students : haven't study at U so i dontknow

37. if can add a colour for rainbow which colour u want to add : either white or gold

38. do u feel friendship is true-hearted：yea but some is wolf in sheep's clothing

39. do u know spring : spring? 1 of the seasons?

40. who do u like in TVXQ : not really know them

41. list out 5 of ur virtue or shortcomings : errr.. i dontknow. if u know.. tell me please. thanks.

extra questions:

42. list out 2 texts/words that u like : filial . love & caring

43. what u like to eat : McD

44. what u pray to ur god : study. everybody's will be fine especially him and my family. have a good future. all my wish come true

Person u tagged :
-Edwin

-Erica

-Bao

-Cheng Siew

-Wallace

-Theresa

-Akiko

-Jerry

-Kow

-Susu

2009-10-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

urhm..

so tired..

just came back from restaurant.

today is grandma 75 year old birthday... :)

went to celebrate with her.

well..

i almost forget bout this.

if mom dont remind me this noon i think i'll really forget bout it >.<

arghhhh.. damn frust..

today have no time to go pray at Nine Emperor Gods Temple.

1 week just have 1 day off. mom busy in doing her own things.

and she said tomorrow after school only bring me there :(

aiks~ suen...

besides..

the whole night just hear mom keep on complaining the food very sweet.. the food not tasty.. Zzz

i felt okay lar but she totally dislike :S

apart from that...

the cake.. LOL

freaking funny..

this year is not a birthday peach cake but grandma face with 5 teeth.. hahahas...

photos will be upload later because i dont have the photos with me right now.

urhm..

im lazy to write bout today.

so.. thats all for tonight.

bye and nightz ;)

Yesterday and Today

2009-10-18T20:31:00.004+08:00

yesterday was Deepavali..

my class and 4s2 had been invited to mr.anba's open house.

firstly v are vexing about how to go there because v had no transport before this..

lastly.. thanks to edwin's daddy because his dad promised to fetch us there :D

THANK YOU UNCLE ;D

edwin's dad fetched me and natalie at about 6.45pm.

before that joong wei msg to me and asked me to direct them because they dont know where's teacher's house so they followed edwin's dad's car by motor. saw them ride the motor really dangerous. *sweating*

finally v reached teacher's house at 7 something.

wow.. so many 4s2 students there :)

urhm.. quite enjoy to be there. joke around with wallace and edwin they all.. LOL

fei dou.. laugh till im breathless almost fainted.. laugh till i cant even stand properly and shiver at there.. @@

urhm.. stay at there until 10 something.. mom backed from work and came fetch us.

after fetch us then v go pasir pinji buy the pau for today.

today is the 1st day of Nine Emperor Gods Festival. need that for praying.

after that mom sent my friends back home.

finally.. i reached home at 11 something. huh~ can rest.. very tired d.

was really tired tht time but also feel very happy..^^

until 2 something only sleep.. LOL

this morning woke up at 8 something. superb tired and try to sleep back but cant and my mind is thinking something.

so.. decided to wake up and get ready to go ipoh garden.

as usual sunday... went to tesco with my family and my niece.

this naughty girl.. really pening to take care of her.. run here run there.. dont want to follow.. ==

hang around at there and then 1 something left from there and went to Re2 to fetch my sis.

when waiting for my sis at Re2..

mom gave my niece a bottle of water to drink.

tht girl play in the car and finally she poured the whole bottle of water on my seat. wtf.

my skirt all wet. SHIT!

make me gotta stand under the sun and dry it :S

because it's really wet and im waiting for my aunt to come and fetch me home.

i shout out loud in the car while the water poured on my seat and tht girl scared by me. LOL

after some while.. finally it dry abit ==

aunt also reached there and fetch us.

finally i can back home. ==

2009-10-16T19:03:00.003+08:00

urhm..

last night slept around 3am and this morning woke up at 10.50am..

in fact, if auntie dont call me then i think i'll sleep until 12 noon :P

after woke up turn on pc then facebook again :S

until 11 something mom wanna go out then rushed to take bath.

1stly still okay. just a moment out from the house then quarrel with her. damn. on the spot no mood ad.

whole noon not open mouth and talk. after lunch online awhile then sleep. until just now auntie came and asked me help her fix her phone problem only i open mouth and talk. Zzz

besides...

is still thinking about how to go teacher's house on tomorrow night.

v have no transport T.T

how neh?!

iyerrrr... fan sei me lurx :@

hurmmm...

this few days feel not so well..

really got to go and have medical check up but duno when. Zzz

alwiz say only~ :S

raining again lurx.

yesterday only i remember tomorrow is the Nine Emperor God Festival.

the few days before this fest sure will raining until the fest over.

urhm..

time for us to buy "wu gui bao" (the pau which make like a tortoise)

and it's time to make a wish.. hopefully Nine Emperor Gods can help to make my wish come true.

alone at home.

think alot of stuffs..

really SILENT now...

2009-10-16T01:19:00.006+08:00

How dear you have become to me

How much you bring each day

How wonderful to hear your voice knowing you're not far away

How precious are the things we share however great or small

How little else means much to me

You Are My All

2009-10-15T22:46:00.003+08:00

so boring arhhhhh!!!

urhm..

holiday again lurxxx...

4 days holidays...

why everybody also go travel geh... :(

i just stay alone at home leh...

what can i do?!

"NOTHING"... =X

anyway..

HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYBODY ... =)

2009-10-15T20:54:00.002+08:00

another boring school day.

this morning gerak gempur again.

prinsip perakaunan paper 1.

the paper end at 9am.

after that physics periods again.

went to the lab.

saw another teacher. he asked me to help him to do some works.

about 11am only finish doing the work.

got a Deepavali open house invitation from him.

(still considering bout this)

2 periods physics. 1 period chinese. not be at class :P

the last period is english.

discussed the exercises in workbook.

1.10pm headed home.

after reached home. take bath. ready to go Yos.

sent them the measurement.

finally.. everything settle.. now v are busy in looking for the places for our gathering on that night.

arhhhhhhh..

so many stuffs gotta think and do. gonna get mad soon! Sigh >.<

many stuffs in my mind...

keep on asking myself what should i do and what's my plan..

freaking tension arhhhh... T.T

2009-10-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

today...

scolded by Mr. Lee and Tn. Haji after perhimpunan.. ==

they said..

v keep on talking at behind..

the aim they changed the good classes to behind is because wanna control the bad classes at front there. but now they manage to control the bad classes but v are out of control. @@

i admit that v are. LOL

after that Tn. Haji denda all of us to sing the songs 10 times.

National Anthem. Perak State Song. School Song.

10 x 3 = 30.. ==|||

wtf.

after that..

the most chi gek thing came.

SPOT CHECK!!!

"siape kuku panjang dan rambut panjang keluar skrg dan berdiri di depan sini."

"cepat! cepat! cepat!"

Edwin and me the 1st went out. LOL

be there some while...

wow.. SCANNER came.

this scanner.. really yao liu dou!!

it will sound even just a POLO SWEET paper.. because it's logam... ==|||

arhhh.. really bo lik.. Zzz

1 of my friend's mobile phone confiscated by teacher ad.

teacher promised to return her before headed home but... he forgot.. >.<

until now my friend still havent tell her mom..

pity her..

and then...

bi period..

1 of my classmate asked teacher..

"teacher, what u get for ur bi in spm?!"

what lar him. stupid question!

sure A lar... Zzzzzz

bm periods.

be at library until 10.50am then went to have a drink with teacher at canteen..

hehes..

mm period..

OMG..

the superb boring period which v got to listen to the repeated words...

each word will be repeat at least 5 times >.<

today.. he repeated "probability" at least 5 times.

my name... duno how many times. ==|||

really beh tahan him. Zzz

1.45pm back.

after lunch then went to batu gajah with mom and uncle's wife.

bought many thing.

after that v went to Tesco Station 18..

huh..

finally.. can back home d..

freaking tired + headache.. @@

now...

chit-chatting and surf around at FB^^

so thats all for tonight..

bye bloggie. XD

2009-10-13T19:48:00.003+08:00

aikss.. really dont know how to describe the days.. =X

finally.. will to go school this morning..

feel like many weeks didnt go school. LOL

after roll call..

7.45am v have Prinsip Akaun Gerak Gempur until 10.15am

after got my papers, wrote my name, sit and dream awhile. SLEEP!

woke up at 8.45am.

look at the questions again. dont know how to do. not answer the questions at all. ==|||

sat there until 10am..

uncle came. start *shooting*... bla bla bla non-stop.

gerak gempur-ing also can talk non-stop to the class. OMG. Pening~

keep on asking us to take out answer to score and the papers also havent collect already start teaching until 10.30am. recess time.

sometimes.. im really quite pity him. cause there's nobody wanna bother him. he put alot of effort in teaching us and not give us up since last year till today. so sorry that no one appreciate. @@

recess time.

went to class 5k2 to met a teacher and then chat with friends at that class.

some one told me that wanna join us for the graduation gathering dinner.

but got to discuss with class only can decide.

still dont know where to go for gathering but will go karaoke after gathering.

after the bell rang.

backed to my class and took my books to physics lab for 2 periods physics.

normally.. v didnt study and play around at school.

however.. still need to enter the class.

near to the class start. Edwin stand outside the lab and called me to see Mr.Tan with him at bilik kaunselling.

wheeee... *HIGH* no need study..

straight ran out from lab and go with him without inform teacher. LOL

chat and asked Mr.Tan alot of questions bout further study after SPM.

time passed fast. without knowing already near to 2 periods be at there. LOL

rush backed to class. nagged by teacher because went out without inform him. (expected.XD)

be in the lab around 10mins. bell rang again. 2 periods had over and v backed to class. hahas

another 2 periods chemistry lesson. teacher absent. huhu^^

the best news to my class. XD

keep on making noise in the class. relief teacher also beh tahan us. finally she decided to left at 1pm. hahahas

half day gone.

back to home. took a nap. online.. offline.. dinner.. online again..

huhu~~

already 8.15pm now.. so fast...

look at the calendar. counting the days.

another 3 weeks to go.

3 weeks later v gotta say goodbye to the school life and to all the friends. think till here. feel sad. T.T

everything is gonna change 3 weeks later.

im planning my future with my friend.

hopefully nobody would come and destroy it suddenly because i know there's few disturbance already appear. especially... f member.

thats all for today. bye bloggie.

2009-10-07T13:07:00.004+08:00

so fast..
another school day had over.
in fact, i absent today. xP
lazy to go to school..
but mom dont allow me absent.
talked alot and explained alot to my mom why i not go to school..
finally...
i do it..
lucky today form 2 students holiday.
so i can holiday together with my bro.. YAHOOOOO! XD

woke up at 9.50am
"face" to the "book" until 10am plus only go to bath after that had my breakfast.
mom dabao delicious ban mee for us.. muahahaha.. long time didnt eat that d.. really tasty.. XD
after breakfast..
face to the book again..
surf around at FB and Cafe World..
quite boring.. nobody to chat with..
"should i study?!" i asked myself.
answer --- "i should. but im lazy to do that."
==
damn! what the stupid answer..

this evening..
watched a hong kong drama..
OMG.. i saw that guys all use the SE latest phones..
Ishhh.. damn jealous.. LOL

"W705 and W995.."
im waiting for urs coming..
please come to me :P

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!!!

2009-10-03T22:38:00.006+08:00

today is Mooncake Fest..

like usual big days.. v celebrated at grandma home..

have brunch at grandma's home..

then went to aunt's shop for a facial treatment.. hehe^^

and then.. have our dinner at 6pm plus..

tonight's dinner was Steamboat and BBQ..

eat a lot.. damn FULL.. @@

tot that wanna make something with lighting up the candles but forgot bcoz concentrate on 1 of the programme which showing on Astro AEC..

this year was not celebrate as grand as past years..

people lessen.. food also reduce..

just a superb normal praying and celebrating...

quite not okay with this kind of celebration but still funny..

below are some pictures v took on today..

mini chess mooncake.. (for my beloved daddy)

crystal/fruits mooncake
my bro.. funny guy.. LOL

can.me.yin

he's eating the yam..

playing cards.. (dislike and duno how to play)

headed home after this..

有一种爱叫做放手

2009-10-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

in love with this song recently..
really nice and meaningful..